Bye...Bye...2010, I Miss You ....^.^

One day to go, 2010 is going to end, it's time to lock 2010 and unlock 2011. Wow...so fast, 365 days had already past. It's time to review back and take a look at my 2010 report card. ^.^

 Out of 365 days, how many days do you felt happy & enjoy ?
Vice versa, how many days pula you felt bad & sad ?

65 % of 2010 = Yeah !!! =) *Sunny*
35 % of 2010 = Horrible & Terrible !!! =) *Cloudy*

Read back the things that I wrote throughout the year, my feeling got mix up.
In some part, it make my eyes get teary while the other, make me laugh non-stop for being so silly.
I wonder how many silly things can a person did in life but I did kinda lots this year (2010), more than previous year, but who care ?
But, I'm sure my friends felt better to see my clumsiness rather than looking at me being sad.
Thanks for the advices, supports & accompanying me.
For those who treat me badly, as forgiveness is a choice, I forgive you all la ^.^

COMMIT SUICIDE....

This really came out in my mind a few times, when I was at the dead end.
Will the end of my life cure all the pains ?
If yes, I willing to do it. LoL...wakakakakaka....
I had think of hanging myself on the tree, jump from a tall building and take 20 panadols
and say BYE BYE to the world.
I don't realize how negative-minded I am, till I viewed back the diary.

But, each every time, I realize after I bleh, bleh, bleh out everything, those thinking won't come out anymore.
The moral of the story is don't keep keep, share share with people when it is necessary.
So, 2011 onwards, I won't think of this anymore for the sake of people that love me. Y^.^Y

Die = 0 %


MY SPECIAL DAY...

Pinjam ya Ah Hui, your B'day pic

Honestly, I really still remembered clearly what happened on my 21st B'day. Almost 1 GB memory.
Ha ! Ha ! Ha !
But sadly, months ago, that place sudah demolished for unknown reason. Sob...
Argh..Tok Jembal Food Court .....

My 2010 B'day was peaceful and sweet.
Having dinner together, they sang me a B'day song which really embarrassed me, but do you guys know, even though I covered my face, but I really super duper hyperb happy to hear that.
Special thanks to Pelf, for being a part of that and remembering me.
It's different when you celebrating people BIG DAY, I treated everyone that really remember my B'day as appreciating and acknowledging me to be in their life.

FRIENDSHIP...

Unintentionally, I have added a number of people into my friends list, but at the same time, I knew somebody had also blocked me in their friends list.
I do understand, every homo sapiens is not PERFECT.
I tried to compensate their shortcoming but as I had try my best, I had no regrets.
Life must still goes on, but it's really sad and sometimes I still don't understand.

As a friend............

I tried my best to borrow my hand, leg, brain and everything that I have to help you.
I tried to use my ear and listen to your problems.
I tried to be there with you when problems come and go.
I tried to fall and fly with you.
I don't ask for repay but I hope you can remember me as a friend. ^.^ Can you ?


A friend is someone you can be alone with and have nothing to do and not to able to think of anything to say and be comfortable in the silence

- Shery Condie -

Friends are the flowers in the garden of life,
They help you through times of trouble and strife.


There's nothing like friends to make a heart sing,
True friends will share with you most everything.


They will not abandon you in times of need,
They aren't overcome by envy or greed.


Friends are the icing on life's great big cake,
Real friends will give and allow you to take.


I don't know how I would survive without friends,
They applaud my beginnings and mourn my sad ends.

Tell me, please tell me, what would I do,
if I didn't have a garden full of friends just like YoU..

FAMILY....

Thanks god for allowing me to live in this family.
Being the "pearl" in the house, strictly protected.
Thanks for the care, love and everything but now it's time for me to stand by myself.

Yay, I did it.
I can stand with my own leg.
Felt happy to read and know that I had done so many things that people thought I cannot do before.
Open your eyes wide wide and see more surprises in 2011.

Family = Always and forever 100 % 


Independent = 80 % (it's an A)

LOVE......

I love almost everyone in my life....
and YOU (you know who you are)

COMPLAINTS....

I found a lots of complaints in my diary, but behind each of every complaints, there is something......
I can't deny I'm a person who like to complaint this, that and almost everything, but it's really nothing, I complaint today, after some sort of sweet words from you, can settle everything.
If YEW SUN x complaint, be aware, something wrong with him.
But in some cases, it's my style to let go things....

Here are some of my captured memories...

Receiving Christmas gift, from Singapore, thanks Lee Ling

Inside the pool *smiling* =.=

Water Tank's Birthday ^.^

 As an extra to *don't know what title horror movie* 

As a turtle lover

Lots of love from mangrove forest, I love MANGROVE (uek..., fake like hell)

Stirke a pose for New Year 2010, but this year, we spend our new year at respective hometown,  sob...

Prof's B'day and first time got drunk in Terengganu

SEATRU volunteers  

as Turtle book distributor

Puppy love

Prom King, Prom Queen, SS Kingsssssssssssss.......

Kaki Lepak...Human in Black

New Year trip at Kuantan

The actual Official Poster of Rapunzel

Argh..I'm holding a Terrapin..Y^.^Y

The day before the mid-term break in FST cafe

La..La..La..La..La.. 2011 going to arrive....

What should I do to welcome 2011 ?