My Big, Graduation Day

It's been a long time, I didn't write something for my blog. It also reflects how busy I am for the last three months. Working life indeed, totally different from my student life. It is like an account, work always debit and credit. The account will never stop until the day we quit the job. But, fortunately I still doing the things that I love to do.

Although it's too late for this, but it never be too late for something if you willing to do it.

Back to the purpose of this blog. After a hard work of three years, finally the day  had arrived and  it was 2nd October 2011. When I started the journey, I had 0 % interest towards it, 0% support from my family especially my parents that I will complete it. Thankfully, I got this 100% spirit and sweet, helpful coursemates that make my life more meaningful, and build up my confidence that I can do it.

Coming from a over-protective family, I was being protected by my parents, and people always describe me as an useless person. I was not allowed to participate in any school trips/activities. I was not allowed to hang out with my friends. Due to this, I always wonder what the actual real outside world is, how challenging it is ? 

The day I graduated, means a lot to me. (1) The day allow me to prove to my parents that I can do what they always think I cannot do. Although they are not very happy when I told them the real purpose why I chose to take the course at the first place, but I do really hope they will understand in future. Overall, they are still proud of me. (2) The day allow me to see how many true friends I have, I'm not asking for graduation gift, but how many of them can really remember and greet me, or come over and celebrate the day with me. Thanks to all of you, I appreciate it.

Sitting inside the hall waiting for my scroll (credit to Wei Khang)

A total of 8 courses were in the last session, and Marine Biology was the third last. In other words, we have to wait, wait, wait for our turns to come. Too bad, I gave my camera to my daddy, if not ...hehe... =)

Received my scroll from Pro-Chancellor (credit to Yee Kuen)

I guess my name is hard to pronounce and that is why people always pronounce my last name wrongly. Even on my graduation day, when I received my scroll. Arghhhh...Why ? Why can't you guys get it correct ? Sob T.T. 

The session took about 3 hours, started at 2.30 and ended at 5.30. After we came out from the hall, we're welcomed by people, who we doesn't know, and most importantly is the mother of Marine Biology, Prof. Madya Dr. Siti Aishah Abdullah, my coordinator, my FYP supervisor. Even though, she unable to be in the hall for the day due to her medical appointment, but she did come over to celebrate with us our final moment. 

Dr. Siti and her 2009/10 Marine Bio "Gang"

Not to forget here, our long lost senior, Jin Lig. He kept his promise, he said he will be back during our graduation day. Unbelievable, he is really here to celebrate our big day with us. Thank you Jin Lig. And I gue3ss he gonna M.I.A again.

Jin Lig and I

Next, my BioM juniors, the most memorable graduation gift I ever received. A hand made cards from 7 of them. To make 12 different cards with different designs are not an easy job, but they really did it. Appreciate you people card, now it is hanging in front of my working desk. Sweet. 

Wan Chyng and Yalweis Hauk

Jennifer

The next two people that I want to thanks here are Naja and Steven Kam. Naja, thanks for your guidance during my months in Innovasi Samudra, although you are no longer my colleague, but the bond still there because you're like my god sister and senior. Really appreciate that you willing to come over despite of busy schedule and distance to celebrate my great day with me.

And as for Steven Kam, if I want to write out what you ever help me for me to complete my graduation day, it will be a ten pages blog. Really thanks you for killing your patient to help me to take my jubah and share your room with me. And your SUNFLOWER. Thanks friend. If you think you're imperfect, but to me, you're perfect. No worries. You're great. I'll keep my promise, see you during your convocation.

Naja

Steven Kam 

And lastly, my parents are the greatest people that ever exist in my life. Truthfully, without them, I will not be here as who I am today. Really have to thanks them for coming, all over from Taiping to Kuala Terengganu just to attend my convocation. I proud to see them proud with me. 

My Mum & My Dad

After all, I will not miss out this person. He is a part of my life. He is the one that light out my life. He is the one that taught me the beauty of nature. He is the one that inspire me the most. I love you. Hope to see you again. =)

Kamsa Hamnida ^.^ + Sayonara T.T

Surprisingly, 5 days left. A precious five days. I try my best to spend my last five days as an Uni student to the fullest. It's absolutely to say goodbye to these people who had accompanied me for three years. My coursemates, my ex-roommates and everyone that I forgot to mention here.

Hey, this post is not an acknowledgement ya, it just something I would like to share with you people about how I feel in this past few months.

Many things come and go. Recalled back all those nonsense things are unnecessary. But those sweet memories that left behind were really memorable. 

Huh ??? Two papers to come and one more speech to go. It's really happy when I think of finishing all the papers, and no more paper ahead, but at the same time, it also show that the semester is reaching the end. So bad, that everything have to end so fast.

Still remembered the day when I first came to UMT, during the MJM week, I looked at the entrance and asked myself,

"How fast is three years? Hopefully it can end faster, I don't want to stay here."

That was for that time when I was alone. But, now, it is different. The friends are getting more and more. The intention to stay, it getting higher and higher. But, no choice, this is life. We should let go something old, for something new. 

I'm confident, I will always and never fail to keep in touch with these people. Hopefully, they will think of the same thing. I really love here, and it was such a waste that I have decided to pursue my master unless my future employer require me to do it and willing to pay for me. 

Huh ? What should I continue here. This blog will ten pages long, if I continue to write. Haha...!!!

Ending : Hope for the best for each and everyone of us. For those who leaving for oversea, going to the another part of Malaysia, staying at island or doing their LI nearby their home. And not to forget, for those who still have to spend another year at UMT. Do enjoy your time, appreciate every moment you have with me, no forcing ya !!!

Lastly. Oopppzzzz.. I forgot, mya dearest Supervisors, Dr.Siti and Dr.Zainudin. Sorry if I had done something bad, and for being such a blur son for one year. I tried my best to fulfill your need but I do not sure how far I did to prove myself to both of u and make you both proud. But, do always remember your guidance and sweet words coming out from your mouth. 

But reminder hehe....hire a person to tidy your room .... la ~ la ~ la ~

Love you guys, my friends, my juniors, my supervisors, my lecturers and those lab assistants that had truly assist me during my FYP EXCEPT for those you know who you are !!! 

Just remember me and don't ever forget me ya. This will be the best gift from all of you. 

With Mummy ^.^

With my dearest friendzzz at Sekayu waterfall

With my Korean family ^.^

-The End-

Abnormality @ Extraordinary

Different lecturers taught me different things, even it is the same subject. I love the previous lecturer, but she is just too strict in some aspects. The present one, she is someone different, but like what people usually say "Don't judge a book by just looking at it cover". Ya, so I still cannot do any judgement based on the first two lecturers she conducted previously. I been thinking for so long, but I finally with the support from some of my friends, I gained my courage to take the challenge. 

"Retaking my Public Speaking"

If this happened five years ago, I don't think I will dare to do it. But, today, after so much presentation I had done in previous semesters, I am no longer afraid of presenting myself in front of audience. Finally, I gain my confidence in delivering my ideas and comments in front of public. But, if my ex-classmates read this post, I can imagine what will they think of me.

For this semester, the public speaking course outline is some sort different from the previous one. More speeches required but less activities in the class. I still missing the time where we spending our night with a mother, yap, Madam Che Ku is so funny, caring. She like to post out some funny videos to light up the class. As a result, I laughed like mad people, jumping off the chair and having stomachache. As for Miss Shahida, no doubt, she is also a good lecturer. She is so humble and cute, her clumsiness sometimes make her students laugh for non-stop. I love her way of teaching. The facial expression, body language and all about her personality.

For my first class with her, I did my first introductory speech, not introducing myself, but introducing someone that I first met in the class. I think I did a good job, I gave myself an "above average" grade. At least, I did what she asked me to do. Create attraction, and I could see people laughing at me, when I'm actually doing jokes. 

My next speech will be an introductory speech again, but this time is about myself. Miss Shahida warned us not to say something which is so common and general but something special, extraordinary about myself. I squeezing my brain for the last few days, I could not think something special about myself, even my abnormality. But, at last, this evening, during my ride going back to home, I think of something, ya something, which makes me so different from other people. 

Hey if you guys want to know what it is, come to MAKMAL BAHASA on Sunday, 4 - 5 pm to get the answer..=P   See you there...

I am different because...... XD

Bye...Bye...2010, I Miss You ....^.^

One day to go, 2010 is going to end, it's time to lock 2010 and unlock 2011. Wow...so fast, 365 days had already past. It's time to review back and take a look at my 2010 report card. ^.^

 Out of 365 days, how many days do you felt happy & enjoy ?
Vice versa, how many days pula you felt bad & sad ?

65 % of 2010 = Yeah !!! =) *Sunny*
35 % of 2010 = Horrible & Terrible !!! =) *Cloudy*

Read back the things that I wrote throughout the year, my feeling got mix up.
In some part, it make my eyes get teary while the other, make me laugh non-stop for being so silly.
I wonder how many silly things can a person did in life but I did kinda lots this year (2010), more than previous year, but who care ?
But, I'm sure my friends felt better to see my clumsiness rather than looking at me being sad.
Thanks for the advices, supports & accompanying me.
For those who treat me badly, as forgiveness is a choice, I forgive you all la ^.^

COMMIT SUICIDE....

This really came out in my mind a few times, when I was at the dead end.
Will the end of my life cure all the pains ?
If yes, I willing to do it. LoL...wakakakakaka....
I had think of hanging myself on the tree, jump from a tall building and take 20 panadols
and say BYE BYE to the world.
I don't realize how negative-minded I am, till I viewed back the diary.

But, each every time, I realize after I bleh, bleh, bleh out everything, those thinking won't come out anymore.
The moral of the story is don't keep keep, share share with people when it is necessary.
So, 2011 onwards, I won't think of this anymore for the sake of people that love me. Y^.^Y

Die = 0 %


MY SPECIAL DAY...

Pinjam ya Ah Hui, your B'day pic

Honestly, I really still remembered clearly what happened on my 21st B'day. Almost 1 GB memory.
Ha ! Ha ! Ha !
But sadly, months ago, that place sudah demolished for unknown reason. Sob...
Argh..Tok Jembal Food Court .....

My 2010 B'day was peaceful and sweet.
Having dinner together, they sang me a B'day song which really embarrassed me, but do you guys know, even though I covered my face, but I really super duper hyperb happy to hear that.
Special thanks to Pelf, for being a part of that and remembering me.
It's different when you celebrating people BIG DAY, I treated everyone that really remember my B'day as appreciating and acknowledging me to be in their life.

FRIENDSHIP...

Unintentionally, I have added a number of people into my friends list, but at the same time, I knew somebody had also blocked me in their friends list.
I do understand, every homo sapiens is not PERFECT.
I tried to compensate their shortcoming but as I had try my best, I had no regrets.
Life must still goes on, but it's really sad and sometimes I still don't understand.

As a friend............

I tried my best to borrow my hand, leg, brain and everything that I have to help you.
I tried to use my ear and listen to your problems.
I tried to be there with you when problems come and go.
I tried to fall and fly with you.
I don't ask for repay but I hope you can remember me as a friend. ^.^ Can you ?


A friend is someone you can be alone with and have nothing to do and not to able to think of anything to say and be comfortable in the silence

- Shery Condie -

Friends are the flowers in the garden of life,
They help you through times of trouble and strife.


There's nothing like friends to make a heart sing,
True friends will share with you most everything.


They will not abandon you in times of need,
They aren't overcome by envy or greed.


Friends are the icing on life's great big cake,
Real friends will give and allow you to take.


I don't know how I would survive without friends,
They applaud my beginnings and mourn my sad ends.

Tell me, please tell me, what would I do,
if I didn't have a garden full of friends just like YoU..

FAMILY....

Thanks god for allowing me to live in this family.
Being the "pearl" in the house, strictly protected.
Thanks for the care, love and everything but now it's time for me to stand by myself.

Yay, I did it.
I can stand with my own leg.
Felt happy to read and know that I had done so many things that people thought I cannot do before.
Open your eyes wide wide and see more surprises in 2011.

Family = Always and forever 100 % 


Independent = 80 % (it's an A)

LOVE......

I love almost everyone in my life....
and YOU (you know who you are)

COMPLAINTS....

I found a lots of complaints in my diary, but behind each of every complaints, there is something......
I can't deny I'm a person who like to complaint this, that and almost everything, but it's really nothing, I complaint today, after some sort of sweet words from you, can settle everything.
If YEW SUN x complaint, be aware, something wrong with him.
But in some cases, it's my style to let go things....

Here are some of my captured memories...

Receiving Christmas gift, from Singapore, thanks Lee Ling

Inside the pool *smiling* =.=

Water Tank's Birthday ^.^

 As an extra to *don't know what title horror movie* 

As a turtle lover

Lots of love from mangrove forest, I love MANGROVE (uek..., fake like hell)

Stirke a pose for New Year 2010, but this year, we spend our new year at respective hometown,  sob...

Prof's B'day and first time got drunk in Terengganu

SEATRU volunteers  

as Turtle book distributor

Puppy love

Prom King, Prom Queen, SS Kingsssssssssssss.......

Kaki Lepak...Human in Black

New Year trip at Kuantan

The actual Official Poster of Rapunzel

Argh..I'm holding a Terrapin..Y^.^Y

The day before the mid-term break in FST cafe

La..La..La..La..La.. 2011 going to arrive....

What should I do to welcome 2011 ?

"Sun" "Way"

Oh god, it's almost 4 a.m. now but I still couldn't shut my eyes, what happened ? Inmsonia ??? Oh no !!! Go go away. Lucky you, I'm now going to finish up the last blog of Davis's Birthday, RELIEF....

Davis =.+ *no more sendiri reka story ya !!! PROMISE* 

On the next day, SS group (Davis, 2010) rocks SUNWAY LAGOON....^.^

People mountain, People sea

Oh dear, Sunway Lagoon,

sorry for neglecting you for almost 10 years + +

HERE I COME....

 This is map of Sunway Lagoon, so unfortunate, we only able to visit a few spots

 ( - the other two theme parks)

Before going to the main course, here I served you a few pics (so-called appertizer)that SOMEONE took before we officially entered the lagoon. Such as this one...

This "don't know to smile properly guy" trying to be a "silly" man now. =.=lll

Hey, can you people guess what we first saw when we entered the lagoon ? 

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MASCOT...(la..la..la..)

Oi Ling, Alen, PC and Vicki welcomed by the Mascot

The rest of the group except Davis (photographer) and Alen (Oi Ling's babe)

But, as we walked into the lagoon, we saw another mascot, but this time, it can move. Ha ! Ha !

Poor "alive" Mascot, pity man, we can't even see it. We too excited until we ended up cover up the whole mascot. However, we can still see 20 % of it.

I'm so damn stupid, ....have to say it here, I thought Sunway Lagoon was all bout water stuff. I don't even think of roller coaster, mini-train, spinning cup, pirate ship and etc. I'm actually shocked when I saw the pirate ship, not because I'm phobia with it, but it is because it is in Sunway Lagoon, my water park.

海盗船

The *before* and *after* pics.

Look excited, but I don't really dare to challenge this pirate ship, NIGHTMARE.

While waiting for the Pirate ship-addicted gang for their second round, we found something interesting which I had try before, Spinning cup *not sure whether it's the correct name*.

Me and my spinning group, Si En, Alen and Oi Ling

After the cup, we went for shoes.....

In the shoes...#.#

After spending almost 2 hours + + in the "dry park", we finally heading to the water park, ya THE WATERY PARK. But, it really disappointing, nothing special. But we did capture some of the beautiful moments we had in the park such as.... 

The Big Pool..

I sat on him, yes !!!

This was a failure. None of us look good here. OMG !!!

But, at least we did better than the other group.

HORRIBLE !!!!

RM 60 = for a day trip inside lagoon, worth la.

Hey, we are HERE before..^.^

I think our next big trip will be that SABAH & SARAWAK trip.

2010 is going to end soon and forever, let us appreciate every moment we had together as friend, partner, lover and most important, as family...!!!

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