Euson YS Marine Biology

L.I.F.E

2012-02-03T21:53:00.002+08:00

Life is equal:

You'll never gain if you don't feel the pain.

You'll never appreciate if you don't lost it.

You'll never feel happy if you didn't feel sad.

You'll never learn if you don't fall.

Isn't it ?

Life is fair:

If you lost something, in a moment later you'll get something else.

If you feel sad for now but later you'll get happy over another matter.

If you make a mistake, you'll learn and avoid it in the future.

Things always come for a reason but you must be patience enough to wait for it to come.

Don't you agree ?

Q : What's actually making life difficult and miserable ?

A : Human mindset & behavior.

Life is short.

Do what you wish to do.

Be yourself, don't be what people want you to be.

You can be humble but not low self esteem.

Don't think too much as nothing much for you to think about.

Mistakes are common but just because of your anxiety it turns into problems.

Speak and act using your heart.

Rejection is not failure but rejection is the pre-step for you to go further.

If you scare of failure, that's the failure you been hiding from yourself.

Don't always hurt people with your words because one day, you'll regret as no one left for you to hurt.

If you don't appreciate, please don't regret if one day, it run away from you.

People be patience to you isn't because they're stupid but in fact, you're stupid because you thought they're stupid since they do it because they do love you and avoid hurting you.

If you want, say it, not waiting for it to appear blindly in front of you.

Put yourself into other shoes before you start commenting on them.

Words can be as sweet as sugar, but also can be as spice as chillies.

Words thrown out cannot be taken back.

You can be the winner all the time as one day, you'll turn into a full time loser.

Don't hint but be straightforward if you wish to get something.

Don't ask for what people can give you, ask what you can give to people.

Don't talk, but take action.

Don't look down on people because there's a lot of people on your top eye-ing on you.

If you can't help, just stop at where you should stop because the more you do, the worst it goes.

Respect people if you want people to respect you, if you don't, please don't expect for it.

Don't look for perfection but satisfaction.

That's what life mean to me.

I don't dare to say, I'm perfectly fit into the above lines.

But, it's just a sharing.

We're human, we have mistake(s).

But, just let it only happened for once.

Truth @ 事实

2011-12-27T01:40:00.003+08:00

How important is THE TRUTH (事实）to me ?

I am isn't a lawyer, I don't need it for my law cases to make clarification.

I am isn't a police, I don't need it to arrest sinners.

I am isn't a judge, I don't need it to decide those punishment.

In fact, I just out of those thousand millions human being that been living in this so-called true world.

Everyday, in every minute and second, people run in and out, front and back, to find the truth in their respective lives. But, when the truth had revealed, they started to change their mind, hoping it to remain hidden because the truth is always hurtful and offensive. Isn't....

"The truth is cruel"

In most situation, people always asking for the truth, but how far can a person accept the truth? When it comes to the truth moment, that's the moment, we escape from our imagination. Now, only we realize that what we had been imagined and expected, isn't the truth.

If that's the case, why not we just let it remain unrevealed? Choose to continue to live in our world of imagination, for least, we can make ourselves happier. Even though ...

"Three things cannot be long hidden: Sun, Moon and the truth"

by Buddha

Having good vision isn't a good thing to myself. I tend to learn the truth through my eyes, because I know vision doesn't lie. Truth doesn't reveal through human expression or body language but basically on their belongings (evidence). Every human wear it own mask and never take it down unless it is necessary. Even the closest person in your life will not reveal his/her true self to you.

"Man is least himself when he talks in his own person.

Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth."

by Oscar Wilde

Let's go through these examples:

Case 1 : Husband and Wife

Mr.Ivan and Mrs.Janet had been married for fifteen years. Mr.Ivan is a successful businessman, earns a lot and capable to live with a luxurious life with his wife. But every rich man comes with a bad habit - play around with women. Every night when her husband came back from work, Mrs.Janet could smelled different kinds of perfume in her husband neither coat or clothes. She suspected her husband been playing around with other women but she chose not to go further because she know, she can't accept the truth. On the other hand, Mr.Ivan knew his wife is suspecting on him for having affairs, but he chose not to bring out the case.

Even your life partner may lie to you even though you think yourself been knowing he/she long enough? In this case, most people will think Mrs.Janet is stupid, but in my opinion, I think she is tough and patience enough. She chose to cover up the truth because she imagine for another truth beneath. She say to herself, Mr.Ivan isn't loving those women he been playing with, they're just a passerby in his life, and the true woman that remain forever in his heart is still herself, the one that she proposed to marry with. And surprisingly, Mr.Ivan started to spend less hour in bars and pubs and more with Mrs.Janet because at last, he finds out how beautiful and lovely his wife is to himself compare to those other women who just love his money more than himself.

So, what is truth in this case? Isn't it cruel and hurtful ? Or did you see it as beautiful ? You judge it yourself.

Case 2 : Mother and Son

Mei Yi is a strong and successful woman. As usual, God is fair, when you are granted with a good career, you are going to miss out something else in your life. As what people always say, life will never go perfect. Admit it since that's truth. Since she spends and focuses most of her time on her work, she hardly can spend her time on her other half, as a consequences she failed to get married. But thankfully, she adopted a little boy who was neglected by her best friend ten years ago who accidentally got pregnant after meeting an irresponsible man. She raised up the little boy like she gave birth to him. And now, the little boy had already grown up and started to question the origin of himself. Should Mei Yi lie to him as she is his true biological mother or should she revealed the truth, that his parent decided to give up on him even though he is still an embryo?

Isn't the truth in this case is not that important and should remain covered as the boy can still live in his beautiful world and treat Mei Yi as his own mom who loves him a lot even though the truth is she isn't. Why not to let the hidden truth remain hidden since it isn't important to let it unrevealed? This is not about fair or unfair but worth or not worth? What do you think?

Case 3 : Boy and Girl

Joe had been sweet-talked to Lily even though the Joe isn't really love the Lily. Joe know who is his true love and Lily know that Joe isn't loving her. But both of them tend to neglect the truth, because they enjoyed the process of sweet talking to each other. Even though Lily know, one day Joe will find his true love and their current relationship will be over but she doesn't care and continue to appreciate those time that she have with Joe until the day arrive.

And now what's truth about? Should they bring it out or shouldn't? What's your opinion here?

Case 4 : Friends

Kate and Jessica are good friends. They been together sharing their juicy stories most of their time. But honestly, are all being shared or just a portion? Kate is the treasurer of the class and when Teachers' Day is around the corner, the whole class is planning to buy a present for their favorite teacher. Since Kate is the money holder, so she was assigned to buy the present and collects money from the rest. One day, Jessica went to Kate's room for an outing but accidentally she found out Kate was cheating to the rest of the class. She had collected extra money from the class and spent it on herself. She feel disappointing with her best friend, Kate and confuse with herself. Should she tell her classmates about Kate's act and confront her?

Isn't this is another kind of truth? Closest one is not trust-able?

In the end, what can you conclude about truth? Isn't truth is beautiful? Isn't truth is ugly? Or you have another definition for it.

Are you one of them? And I tell you, I am one of them for now.

"Truth is the beginning of every good to the gods, and of every good to man."

by Plato

... how do I wish myself to be less sensitive towards my environment?
... how do I wish myself to be less observant and see things as simple as possible?

But I can't runaway from it, and today, I just found another truth in my life, which I should force myself to accept it. I wish I could still live in my own dream but unfortunately, I was woken up. It is hurtful and will remained hurtful but it just another lesson for the truth in my life. I knew it but I chose not to go deep into that. But since my gas tank is running out of air, it's time for me to dive up to the surface, the reality world.

We people know that's not gonna happen but we still hope to lie and live in our imagination because imagination is always beautiful as lie is beauty. But how long can a sweet dream last? And now it's my time to wake up as the truth had revealed.

And you? How about you? Have you encountered your truth or you neglect or avoid it? You may have another story of your own. Remember ...

"The truth are not for all men, but only for those who seek it."

by Ayn Rand

My Big, Graduation Day

2011-10-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time, I didn't write something for my blog. It also reflects how busy I am for the last three months. Working life indeed, totally different from my student life. It is like an account, work always debit and credit. The account will never stop until the day we quit the job. But, fortunately I still doing the things that I love to do.

Although it's too late for this, but it never be too late for something if you willing to do it.

Back to the purpose of this blog. After a hard work of three years, finally the day had arrived and it was 2nd October 2011. When I started the journey, I had 0 % interest towards it, 0% support from my family especially my parents that I will complete it. Thankfully, I got this 100% spirit and sweet, helpful coursemates that make my life more meaningful, and build up my confidence that I can do it.

Coming from a over-protective family, I was being protected by my parents, and people always describe me as an useless person. I was not allowed to participate in any school trips/activities. I was not allowed to hang out with my friends. Due to this, I always wonder what the actual real outside world is, how challenging it is ?

The day I graduated, means a lot to me. (1) The day allow me to prove to my parents that I can do what they always think I cannot do. Although they are not very happy when I told them the real purpose why I chose to take the course at the first place, but I do really hope they will understand in future. Overall, they are still proud of me. (2) The day allow me to see how many true friends I have, I'm not asking for graduation gift, but how many of them can really remember and greet me, or come over and celebrate the day with me. Thanks to all of you, I appreciate it.

Sitting inside the hall waiting for my scroll (credit to Wei Khang)

A total of 8 courses were in the last session, and Marine Biology was the third last. In other words, we have to wait, wait, wait for our turns to come. Too bad, I gave my camera to my daddy, if not ...hehe... =)

Received my scroll from Pro-Chancellor (credit to Yee Kuen)

I guess my name is hard to pronounce and that is why people always pronounce my last name wrongly. Even on my graduation day, when I received my scroll. Arghhhh...Why ? Why can't you guys get it correct ? Sob T.T.

The session took about 3 hours, started at 2.30 and ended at 5.30. After we came out from the hall, we're welcomed by people, who we doesn't know, and most importantly is the mother of Marine Biology, Prof. Madya Dr. Siti Aishah Abdullah, my coordinator, my FYP supervisor. Even though, she unable to be in the hall for the day due to her medical appointment, but she did come over to celebrate with us our final moment.

Dr. Siti and her 2009/10 Marine Bio "Gang"

Not to forget here, our long lost senior, Jin Lig. He kept his promise, he said he will be back during our graduation day. Unbelievable, he is really here to celebrate our big day with us. Thank you Jin Lig. And I gue3ss he gonna M.I.A again.

Jin Lig and I

Next, my BioM juniors, the most memorable graduation gift I ever received. A hand made cards from 7 of them. To make 12 different cards with different designs are not an easy job, but they really did it. Appreciate you people card, now it is hanging in front of my working desk. Sweet.

Wan Chyng and Yalweis Hauk

Jennifer

The next two people that I want to thanks here are Naja and Steven Kam. Naja, thanks for your guidance during my months in Innovasi Samudra, although you are no longer my colleague, but the bond still there because you're like my god sister and senior. Really appreciate that you willing to come over despite of busy schedule and distance to celebrate my great day with me.

And as for Steven Kam, if I want to write out what you ever help me for me to complete my graduation day, it will be a ten pages blog. Really thanks you for killing your patient to help me to take my jubah and share your room with me. And your SUNFLOWER. Thanks friend. If you think you're imperfect, but to me, you're perfect. No worries. You're great. I'll keep my promise, see you during your convocation.

Naja

Steven Kam

And lastly, my parents are the greatest people that ever exist in my life. Truthfully, without them, I will not be here as who I am today. Really have to thanks them for coming, all over from Taiping to Kuala Terengganu just to attend my convocation. I proud to see them proud with me.

My Mum & My Dad

After all, I will not miss out this person. He is a part of my life. He is the one that light out my life. He is the one that taught me the beauty of nature. He is the one that inspire me the most. I love you. Hope to see you again. =)

Wild, Crazy, Fun Nite

2011-06-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

Close my eyes, open my eyes, unbelievably I had already passed five weeks, and what's left is only another three weeks. People always said "Those painful days are hard to pass, but those happy days will pass quickly without notice". I believed it, and now, I feeling it.

Before I went to Innovasi Samudra Sdn. Bhd, month ago, I kept on thinking about the working politics, gossips in the office and etc. but I was proved wrong after I spent my days in the company. The people here are actually nicer than I expected. Being the youngest and raw to the industry, my colleagues never stop to teach me about new things. Although we do gossips among each other, but it's all about ... (something I cannot post here, faham-faham ya).

We cared for each other, we are united. Not like what I had watched in the TV previously, everyone want to get the favor of the employer, but this never happen in Innovasi Samudra. I love to work with them, even there is only five of us, but I think it is enough for a company like Innovasi Samudra.

Our friendship is undeniably strong even though I just be with them for just a month. I feel like I am just the youngest brother in the family, and I got this two sisters and two brothers from different races.

If someone asked me what is my greatest day during my internship, I think/sure it would be 02.06.2011. It was a crazy, wild, fun night that I spent with my colleagues at Greenbox. The first week, salary week, with a bunch of money, we planned some activities to strengthen our friendship. Although, the Karaoke plan nearly failed, but at last it did ON.

We sang from 7.30 p.m. till 11.00 p.m. Temporarily we put aside our workloads and focused on our singing. Lin and I were called as "Perampas Mikrofon" by Najar, since she figured that both of us like to grab the control and sing every song that been selected by others. (p/s: Najar, we had no choice, since the songs that you guys select are so ngam to both of us + we both know how to sing the song).

Lin was the "Entertainer of the Night" to me alone, since his "NYANYI X BERPERASAN" make me laugh like hell once he started to sing. On the other hand, I was "Entertainer of the Night" to the others, since I laughed like mad fella once Lin started to sing. Not to forget, we enjoyed the night too, cause it is GREENBOX, so we got BUFFET to attack and I found out, we shared one more similarity, big EATER.


Najar posed with her "Yummy" look

Lin and I "Perampas Mikrofon"


Kwok Wah, Aini and her husband

I laughed till I sat on the floor

Lin left earlier (about 10.10 pm) due to his other commitments, and left four of us. Kwok Wah, Najar and I left at 11.00 pm and left Aini and her husband continued to sing (till 1.30 am). We (Kwok Wah, Najar and I) sang our final song "Gemilang" from Jac before we left.

The night was full of happiness, laughter and all sort of smiling stuffs that is why I called it as Wild, Crazy, Fun nite.

p/s: I'm sorry I can't post much pictures due to the poor internet connection.

My Own Stories of Ais Kacang

2011-06-03T21:09:00.001+08:00

"Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love,

the things you are, the things you never want to lose"

"Ais Kacang" is one of the most famous desert in our country, Malaysia, especially during those hot and sunny days. But do you people know that this "Ais Kacang" created two memories in my life that I am going to share with you, my reader in this post.

AIS KACANG Story #1

When I was still a kid, Ais Kacang is always my favourite food. Whenever I was asked to write my own personal details in school, my favorite food column will always be Ais Kacang. Why ? It is the trick my grandparents and parents always used to make myself happy. During that period, our family lived in poverty, unlike now. Understand ? Human will always fight for two things, (1) love and (2) money and my parents and grandparents used to quarrel at that time since a lot of time, money was not enough to support us, even our family is not that big. Since I was kid, crying was the best option for me to express my sadness.

But thankfully,when I started to cry, everything will just stop. And a bowl of Ais Kacang can make everything to be just a past. Everyone will shared a bowl of Ais Kacang, even a single bowl it was more than enough. But, when I started to grow up, the financial condition of my family is getting better and better. Everyone started to care just for their own life. The grandparents used to go for vacation, the parents used to busy with their career, the sister chose to further her study in another town and left me alone in the house.

Whenever we went for Ais Kacang again, the taste and feeling was not the same anymore. Now, everyone had their own bowl (it was affordable), just like our life, we were not sharing our life anymore, because we were too obsessed with money and kept ourselves busy.

AIS KACANG Story #2

Family is always #1 in my heart. And #2 will be friends. I used to have only a few friends back in my school time. I almost lost my confidence over friendship until I met this friend. He gave me my another story of Ais Kacang. He was the only one that I felt comfortable to talk to, so nevertheless, he knew everything about me and my family. He learned about the story of Ais Kacang in my family and I was totally shocked when there was one day, he bought me Ais Kacang. He told me, not only my family members can give me happiness, but as a friend, he is able to do it too. That was the first time when the Ais Kacang 'feel' came back to me. We used to eat Ais Kacang every Friday, and able to spend almost the entire afternoon at the stall, to discuss and exchange our weekly stories. I believed that was what friendship meant in someone life. But, now, this friend was no longer here with me, since his God love him more than I do.

Why I write about this today ? Haha !!! This is because: today as usual, the first week of the month, salary week, together my friend and I went to eat expensive food (yummy!!!) and I ordered Ais Kacang. When my friend found out that I didn't finish up my Ais Kacang, she scolded me and asked me to finish it. I explained to her, the reason and she cried. She asked me to share my story with people. I didn't wish to post it in Facebook but I choose to post it here and so whoever is fortunate, they will has this opportunity to read this post and be a part of my listener (padahal, reader).

I am sure, none of friends has ever notice that, I like to order Ais Kacang whenever it is in the menu list. But, I always unable to finish it. The Ais Kacang that I eat now, although it is still sweet and colourful but it doesn't mean anything to me anymore.

So do you have a food that bring so much memories for you ? Share it with us. ^.^
Thank you, J, if not because of you, this story will not appear here. Sweet ^.^

听你说，我的朋友

2011-05-15T12:29:00.001+08:00

听你说

生活中，会有几个人，会慢慢的听我们的说话呢。。。

谢谢你，和我分享这首歌，我的朋友

你说。。。

我听。。

听你说（歌）

郁：我很開心因為努力生活　和你們分享榮耀的每一秒鐘

如果難過你肩膀最遼闊　你幫我帶走烏雲滿布的天空

如果生活少了有你陪我　我整天開著手機也感到失落

因為我們都最想看到彼此燦爛的笑容

林：我懂星座卻沒有人像我　真的喜歡一個人安靜的自由

我做的夢我堅持做到最後　就算我爬到雲端也繼續做夢

我唱的歌只希望能快樂　其他的我也不想要想的太多

因為我們都最想擁有自己最真的感動

郁：聽你說　聽你說　我們同時擁有一個真心的朋友

要日出日落　因為有夢　所以更認真生活

林：聽你說　聽你說　我們真實擁有一片美好的天空

不能常聯絡　卻更緊握　我們交換的美夢　只想聽你說

我懂星座卻沒有人像我　真的喜歡一個人安靜的自由（郁：呼嗚嗚）

我做的夢我堅持做到最後　就算我爬到

合：　雲端也繼續做夢

郁：我唱的歌只希望能快樂　其他的我也不想要想的太多（林：吼喔喔）

因為我們都最想擁有自己

合：最真的感動

聽你說　聽你說

郁：我們同時擁有一個真心的朋友

要日出日落　因為有夢　所以更認真生活

林：聽你說　聽你說（郁：聽你說）

我們真實擁有一片美好的天空（郁：呼嗚嗚嗚）

不能常聯絡　（郁：卻更緊握）

合：我們交換的美夢　只想聽你說（林：嗚喔喔）

郁：聽你說　（林：　聽你說）

我們同時擁有一個真心的朋友

林：要日出日落　因為有夢　（合：所以更認真生活　吼）

合：（郁：聽你說　聽你說）　我們同時擁有一片美好的天空

（林：不能常聯絡）（郁：卻更緊握）

我們交換的美夢　只想聽你說

谢谢你，与我分享。。。^.^

Hello Kajang !!! Hello Port Dickson !!!

2011-05-14T13:51:00.000+08:00

Unbelievably, this post finally come up. It's been two weeks since I first arrived on the ground of Kajang, Selangor. But, due to hectic schedule, I was unable to post out something to update my fella friends regarding on my life as an intern student.

Up to day 10, the journey becoming more and more stressful. The tasks I received is getting tougher and tougher. Compared to the assignments given to me during my uni life, that's was nothing. You can skip your assignments given by your lecture any time you like since the most they can do, is just to deduct your marks but it is completely different when you're in a working environment. Every assignments / tasks you received are $$$ and is going to give impression towards your boss(es).

Thankfully, as a Marine Biologist, we been trained to be a multi-purpose person and usually we handle numerous works in one shot. So, I think I doing well and had gave quite a good impression to my boss.

Working in Innovasi Samudra Sdn. Bhd. is a big challenge to myself. Since I was from Marine Biology, so I know nothing about geology, chemistry and physical aspect about the ocean. But, in this company, I am going to do stuff about all the above aspects which is quite new to my study.

.....................................................................................................

That's for the general view. Now, let's move deeper. During this internship, my major task will be assisting Mr.Lin, in doing a project namely, Comparison between traditional method, sediment trap and sedimeter on the sedimentation rate on branching and massive coral. It's sound huge right ? It's really a big thing. This project is done for publication. So, stay tune for this journal to appear in Science Direct.

This week, I did a pre-sampling at Tanjung Tuan, Port Dickson with Mr.Lin and another co-worker, Marcus. We planning to deploy our latest device, Sedimeter (which cost RM XXXXX) into the ground, to collect some data before the real sampling.

I got free dive. For three consecutive days, I done about 6 dives. The current in PD was strong, and the water (OH GOD !!!) was very turbid. I can't even see anything 2 m away from me. But, what so fantastic about the trip was we stayed at the apartment (I gave 3 stars) in an air-cond room, eat well, sleep well and most importantly, I getting well and better with Mr. Lin and Marcus.

Here are some pictures that I captured during the trip :

The "Unknown" corals and seaweed that found at the survey site

Turbid water in Port Dickson, the site where I dived in

Sorry la, I'm planning to upload pics but the line here, don't allow me to do so. So this is what I can upload lo.

Thank you for reading ... ^.^

Kamsa Hamnida ^.^ + Sayonara T.T

2011-04-22T21:52:00.001+08:00

Surprisingly, 5 days left. A precious five days. I try my best to spend my last five days as an Uni student to the fullest. It's absolutely to say goodbye to these people who had accompanied me for three years. My coursemates, my ex-roommates and everyone that I forgot to mention here.

Hey, this post is not an acknowledgement ya, it just something I would like to share with you people about how I feel in this past few months.

Many things come and go. Recalled back all those nonsense things are unnecessary. But those sweet memories that left behind were really memorable.

Huh ??? Two papers to come and one more speech to go. It's really happy when I think of finishing all the papers, and no more paper ahead, but at the same time, it also show that the semester is reaching the end. So bad, that everything have to end so fast.

Still remembered the day when I first came to UMT, during the MJM week, I looked at the entrance and asked myself,

"How fast is three years? Hopefully it can end faster, I don't want to stay here."

That was for that time when I was alone. But, now, it is different. The friends are getting more and more. The intention to stay, it getting higher and higher. But, no choice, this is life. We should let go something old, for something new.

I'm confident, I will always and never fail to keep in touch with these people. Hopefully, they will think of the same thing. I really love here, and it was such a waste that I have decided to pursue my master unless my future employer require me to do it and willing to pay for me.

Huh ? What should I continue here. This blog will ten pages long, if I continue to write. Haha...!!!

Ending : Hope for the best for each and everyone of us. For those who leaving for oversea, going to the another part of Malaysia, staying at island or doing their LI nearby their home. And not to forget, for those who still have to spend another year at UMT. Do enjoy your time, appreciate every moment you have with me, no forcing ya !!!

Lastly. Oopppzzzz.. I forgot, mya dearest Supervisors, Dr.Siti and Dr.Zainudin. Sorry if I had done something bad, and for being such a blur son for one year. I tried my best to fulfill your need but I do not sure how far I did to prove myself to both of u and make you both proud. But, do always remember your guidance and sweet words coming out from your mouth.

But reminder hehe....hire a person to tidy your room .... la ~ la ~ la ~

Love you guys, my friends, my juniors, my supervisors, my lecturers and those lab assistants that had truly assist me during my FYP EXCEPT for those you know who you are !!!

Just remember me and don't ever forget me ya. This will be the best gift from all of you.

With Mummy ^.^

With my dearest friendzzz at Sekayu waterfall

With my Korean family ^.^

-The End-

我期待

2011-04-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

。。。终于。。。已经到了，还剩下一页就读完了。

   很期待，最后一句会是什么。。。

   如果一切都是在海边开始。。。


   我希望当我看着最后一页的时候都会是在海边。。。

明.天.见吧 !!! ^.^

小小与大大

2011-03-13T04:20:00.003+08:00

”小小“ 在播放

在一个美丽的夜晚里。。。。。小小遇到大大

小小：好久不见，你好吗？

大大：好久不见，我很好。你呢？

小小：我还是老样子，没变。

双方一直看着对方。没说话。静静的就过了一分钟。。。大大就出声了

大大：哈哈！我听说你。。啊。。啊。。

小小：我？我什么？你听到什么？

大大：没什么啦。突然间又忘了。

小小：忘了！这么快。不想说，就不要说出来吧。

大大：天呀！不要生气吗？刚才突然间，静起来，不懂要说设么。

小小：（转身，然后微笑）

大大：我。。我。。

小小：又来了。要说不出口。每次都是这样，不能勇敢点吗？气死我了！我。。我。。什么呀？

大大：。。。。

小小：不想说，就不用说啦。

大大：小小，真么就没见了，为什么你还是没变，还是那么喜欢骂我。

小小：（往下看，觉得有一点内疚-为什么那么久没见面，难得见面，就骂人呀）

大大·：但是我很喜欢，喜欢被你骂，被你管的那短时间。喜欢听到你对我说出来的每一句话

小小：。。。

大大：（慢慢握着小小的手）你觉得这一刻是一种缘分吗？

小小：缘分？你越说越远了。我听不明白，请把你的手放开啦，等一下，被人看见就不好啦

大大：不，我不会再放开了。我会在那么笨了。你说我每次都没勇气，现在我就要给你一个明白。到底，你是在装傻还是你真的不明白呀？我说的都是真心话。

小小：懂什么？什么真心话呀？（假装）

大大：（站前一步，吧小小的手放在胸口里）我的心在这里，你感觉到吗？

小小：（傻傻的看着大大，慢慢把手拿开）感觉到，又会怎样呢？在一年前我就能感觉到了，但是又什么好开心呀。你从来都没有踏出那一步，根本都不会有什么改变。知道，感觉到，有会代表着什么呀？

大大：我承认我很笨我很傻我没有勇气。什么都要怕一场。其实这一年来，我一直很想找你。虽然我知道了你在哪里，但是还是不敢去找你。我不懂你还会记得我吗？不懂你已经有对象了吗？但是，在这一刻，这一刻（握回小小的手）我能遇到你就是一种缘分。我不想再失去你了。

小小：大大，你。。

大大：听我说把，小小。你就是好像我故事里的一个人，没有了你，我的故事就不会完美了。不能少了你的一部分。我过的每一秒，都那么的需要你。就给我一个机会，也给你一个机会。答应我好吗？我们不要再逃避了。

小小：也许这就是缘分吧。离开了一年，却给我们再遇见。我重来没想过会在见到你，我以为我会把你忘了，但是你却一直在我记忆中。大大，我根本从来没想过你会对我说这些话。。你确定是我吗？我不想你后悔，我们的路会很难走下去。

大大：相信我，就是你，你就是我想要的人。以前是，现在是，以后都会是。永远，永远，我爱的只有你，小小，一个人。不管路会多难走，有你陪我，我都不会怕。

小小：那我也不怕，多难走，一起走。

大大：是的，多难走，一起走。

小小：大大

大大：小小（两人拥抱）

小小：我爱你

大大：我爱你

-完-

Credit ：谢谢方文山

An Aries's Compatibility

2011-03-09T03:04:00.004+08:00

I am a very superstitious human being, perhaps, I inherited it from my grandma. I will always look at my daily horoscope and Chinese zodiac once I woke up. In most of the readings, the things tend to turn into reality. ^.^Y

But, recently, when I was helping one of my friend, I found this website, discussing on the compatibility between each horoscope sign. I was born in April, 7 so I belong to the Ram, Aries. So what are your sign, and how good or bad is our relationship, please select your own sign and read the description I provided here.

Don't take it seriously, it just for fun.

Aries + Aries

Both Aries are very demanding individuals, and egoism may likely to dominate the partnership if both sides unable to calm down. Both sides tend to see themselves to be the person doing the right decision. Besides that, both of you are creative individuals and sparks of inspiration will fly between you. This combination is going to be dynamic, bold and extremely exciting. One great thing between two Aries is both will encourage each other in their respective works and social areas. (credit-Astrology.com)

Aries + Taurus

Relationship between an Aries and a Taurus will focus more on financial and materialistic side of life. It may be a combination for those who want to become business partner and it could even make you rich. It is important if Aries can put aside his/her ego and match the behaviour of his more grounded style Taurus partner's. An Aries tend to fiery and spontaneous in response to life's challenges unlike Taurus, who seem to be slower and more laid back, prefers a steadier pace. On the emotional level, Taurus is more possessive and dependent than Aries. You can be quite changeable in mood. You will be in trouble if you take everything from Taurus for granted. (credit-Astrology.com)

Aries + Gemini

Gemini is a stimulator to an Aries. This combination is great, and both will enjoy friendship, great conversation and interesting social time together. In return, Gemini people do not really seek for stimulation. GEminis adore Aries endless conversation and sense of humors. Aries love a good laugh and Gemini is capable in giving that. Aries stay within the friendship zone of Gemini, and this indicates very successful social companionship. It seems the best connection between these two zodiacs may be friendship rather than serious bond. (credit-Astrology.com)

Aries + Cancer

Cancer is far more emotional than Aries itself but they are mostly shy and reserved creatures. An Aries can provide them motivation and guide them to be initiative and explore all the possibilities. Aries and Cancer will shared a steamy affair. A Cancer looks for an undemanding, stable home life whereas an Aries is far unwillingly to settle down. A Cancer should be able to give freedom to Aries, this partnership will going to work. (credit-Astrology.com)

Aries + Leo

Aries must understand that Leo is a proud and dominating sign. Respect is the main aspect in building up a relationship with a Leo. Question on who will rule will always appear. Once the competitiveness going on, one must give in and let the other to go. As long as this can be done, the relationship will not be a problem. Leo to Aries, maybe a bit controlling and too proud or someone who's going to offer spiritual blessings and fulfillment. (credit-Astrology.com)

Aries + Virgo

Virgo is a perfectionist and always go with cool, critical thinking. They are completely the other side of Aries and may look odds with them, even irritated by them. Aries could easily get themselves pretty angry with Virgo highly moral attitudes. However, Virgo benefit Aries in financial and work areas of life. There are many lessons that an Aries could learn from the Virgo. Virgo are good supporter. Virgo are born to be serve and lead. The combination for Aries and Virgo are always not a good choice. (credit-Astrology.com)

Aries + Libra

Libra are totally an opposite to Aries but it is said to be a very good combination due to that "opposite attract". Libra is not good in making decision as Aries. They need guidance from Aries and afraid for mistakes. In working areas, Libra is sympathetic to their broader perspectives. Both are very sociable but in different styles. Libra need to explore conversations and personalities deeply whereas Aries just prefer on the surface and move on to new conquests and experiences. (credit-Astrology.com)

Aries + Scorpio

Without doubt, a Scorpio and an Aries is a unique yet intense combination from the outset. Aries, like to dominate and lead a relationship and Scorpio will let it be for a while. But latter, Scorpio tend to plan to take over the lead position. Scorpio is secretive and subtle, whereas Aries is front and blatant. Scorpio do say what's on their mind, but usually not saying it immediately. Both opinions are different since both sides look differently towards perspective of life. Scorpio can lead you to look beneath the surface of life, enjoying in exploring deeper sides of life together. (credit-Astrology.com)

Aries + Sagitarius

Both zodiacs are combined to be explosive and adventurous. Each of them have short attention span and need for constant variety. It provide great joy and playfulness as well. Understandings reflects some of the qualities between each other. But, discussions may be lead to angry and disagreement. Aries will support Sagittarius for their ambitions. On the other hand, Sagittarius will bring lucks for Aries and a great spiritual influence. (credit-Astrology.com)

Aries + Capricorn

It is a really tough combination for romance. Aries are extroverted while Capricorn are introverted and shy. Both are very distinctly different in attitudes. The relationship give a freedom-less feeling as Capricorn sometimes can be too conservative. However, work may not be a problem since both can work professionally well and make money together. (credit-Astrology.com)

Aries + Aquarius

Aries and Aquarius are both extremely independent individuals and need plenty space to grow. Respect can bring out better qualities in both. Both tend to adore with each other. Aquarius is a sign of friendship to Aries Aries have a strong ego, Aquarius more concerned with humanitarian issues. Aquarius is always a guidance to Aries. Basically, both are attracted to each other. The communication between will flow nicely and give plenty of good times. (credit-Astrology.com)

Aries + Pieces

Initially the connection is stable but in fact, only to realize that connection is not strong at all. Aries should think carefully before involving themselves with Pieces. Pieces are Aries's hidden and secretive zone, could form mysterious in relationship. Aries can plough through any situation but Pieces thin-skinned, experiences things from different vantage points. A good side is Pieces are good supporter and will teach you about spirituality, empathy, compassion and deeper mysteries of life. (credit-Astrology.com)

! Don't take it seriously ya, this is just prediction and it's not true sometimes. But who's know it seems true to some of us. Fellow Aries, Ram. ^.^

Level Up

2011-03-07T22:57:00.001+08:00

Viewing back to my previous post, it was written on February and now it is already March. Huh..how fast the time passes us...and I hardly can imagine April is reaching and I am officially half graduating from Marine Biology (half ??? because I still have to do my industrial training).

Wao.....graduation. I still could remembered the day, when I sat at the DSM looking at the entrance door and asked myself,

"How long is three years? I hope I can leave this HELL place as soon as possible."

But now, when the one and half months is coming soon, and I am hoping that,

"Can time please move slowly, so that I can enjoy more, with all my friends here."

I knew that my new episode will begin shooting soon, but I still love this current episode. Boring in telling people how much I grew up. Not in term of age ya, but maturity and size !!! But recently, I really did something awesome that I don't believe I have did it. Like what David sang, "There can be a miracle, when you believe"

Sob. No surprise for my UNI friends since most of them knew about it. Haha...actually nothing special but I just to make it a big issue. But really, for those my secondary mates, for sure, you will not going to believe it, because this is not that Euson that you all knew before.

I went to an AUDITION with my two coursemates, Wei Khang and Eric. It was fun, but scary. I knew some of you may think, you went to an audition, what so special ? But, it's not all about that, I actually become Gaga boy in front of the judges. The judges raised up their eyebrow when I sang that song, not because of myself sang it in a stupid way, but ...... just cannot translate it into words. Hehe...later I sang another song, which is a ballad, just to cover up.

Although, it was not something like Malaysian Idol, but I think I did share the same feeling as all the idol contestants felt right before entering the judging room. But, applause to all the participants for having the gut to do it, especially to both my dearest coursemates. I was the third to enter the room and to be honest, my previous two fella were damn superb, their vocals were loud and clear, not like mine. So as the other contestants after me.

I disqualified myself after I finished with my both songs. Not that I'm having low self-confidence, but I knew how much my quality goes. It must be a lie that one said "I don't mind if I don't get a place in the final". I really felt a little bit disappointed when someone told me I got no chance at all to be in the final, but I do understand it is a game, someone should lose and someone will gain his or her victory. But this thing really get myself into a new stage of my life, level up la konon...

Right to this moment, I think my FYP is my priority. I should put other works aside until it end on 27th March 2011. Aiyoyoyo...I still doing my discussion part, I need my MOMMY and PAPPY but seems like both of them currently buZZZying with their own respective administration works. Argh...gimme INSPIRATION, nope, IDEA, nope Grrrrrr...anything to heat me up and make me stay focus to my journalssssssssssssss...

Bear this in mind, Euson,

I'll Stand By You

2011-02-19T23:22:00.001+08:00

The stress, burdens and responsibilities are now back. They are coming back after leaving me for months. For these coming 10 days, three of them will be the most loyal friends of mine, for accompanying me day and night, every hour, every minute and even seconds.

Oh, my THESIS. my dear THESIS. T.T When I think of you, I can't sleep, can't stand, can't sit but luckily, I still can eat well. After digesting 10 ++ journals today, I still could not process my data well. Argh !!!!

Hey, how about my course mates ? What are they doing ? Facebook-ing, the status proved it.

For now, should stop playing Lady Gaga's song

I got one song to share here. Stand By Me, sang by Shayne Ward.

Hey people, let's us release our tension and feel the supports from people who care for us by listening to this song.

STAND BY ME

Feel my support from me through this song. Nothing is impossible ^.^

Born This Way

2011-02-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

The M.O.N.S.T.E.R is back with her brand new single, Born This Way.

Born in 2005 as a recording artist, she never fail in giving us, her fans, SURPRISE. She creates magic in each songs she released. Most people think she is CRAZY but I just love her CRAZINESS. Her song make me alive. I love GAGA.....

I think I should start to change, singing....

Rah rah rah ah ah, Roma roma ma ma, Gaga ooh la la, want your bad romance

Baby, I was born this way, baby, I was born this way

Can't wait for the kara version of this song, but too bad in KT, it may not be that advance.

But, I gonna sing it one day.
May be with Gaga...wakakakakaka ...!!!!

BORN THIS WAY

It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

"There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are"
She said, "'Cause He made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
(Born this way)

Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be!

Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice the truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey, hey, hey)
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

I'm Sorry

2011-01-21T02:19:00.003+08:00

Now it's just too late, we can't go back

I'm sorry, I can't be perfect

不是不爱，只怕有一天会。。。。

对不起你

陈慧恬

你总习惯听我发脾气你总习惯原谅我的任性
You used to see me get angry, You used to forgive my childishness

我想着爱情那里出错我最常对你说对不起
I thinking what's wrong with this love, and I always apologize

你最常说没关系

But you always said it's forgivable

不是我不爱你别瞎猜
It's not I'm not loving you, please don't make false assumption

不是我想放弃只是很怕会辜负了你
It's not I'm giving up, just worried it will hurt you more

我没有你眼中那么完美

I'm not as perfect as what you see

不是我不相信有未来
It's not that I'm don't have confidence towards our future

不是我想逃避只是会担心
Just don't wanna escape and fear of

有一天你会生气我的任性
that one day, you will started to get angry with my attitude

因为越爱越想要呼吸
Because the more I love you, I need to breathe

只怕对不起你会变成伤害
Just scared of hurting you through apology

（如果真的伤害了你对不起）
(If I really did, I'm sorry)

你最爱聆听我的声音刻意回避那传来的耳语
You used to love to hear my voice, deliberately avoid the whisper that coming

你常常要我静静的看着你你说你不容易会灰心
You always want me to look at you, You said you will not easily get discouraged

我其实没有信心
Just myself, don't have confidence

Abnormality @ Extraordinary

2011-01-18T23:35:00.001+08:00

Different lecturers taught me different things, even it is the same subject. I love the previous lecturer, but she is just too strict in some aspects. The present one, she is someone different, but like what people usually say "Don't judge a book by just looking at it cover". Ya, so I still cannot do any judgement based on the first two lecturers she conducted previously. I been thinking for so long, but I finally with the support from some of my friends, I gained my courage to take the challenge.

"Retaking my Public Speaking"

If this happened five years ago, I don't think I will dare to do it. But, today, after so much presentation I had done in previous semesters, I am no longer afraid of presenting myself in front of audience. Finally, I gain my confidence in delivering my ideas and comments in front of public. But, if my ex-classmates read this post, I can imagine what will they think of me.

For this semester, the public speaking course outline is some sort different from the previous one. More speeches required but less activities in the class. I still missing the time where we spending our night with a mother, yap, Madam Che Ku is so funny, caring. She like to post out some funny videos to light up the class. As a result, I laughed like mad people, jumping off the chair and having stomachache. As for Miss Shahida, no doubt, she is also a good lecturer. She is so humble and cute, her clumsiness sometimes make her students laugh for non-stop. I love her way of teaching. The facial expression, body language and all about her personality.

For my first class with her, I did my first introductory speech, not introducing myself, but introducing someone that I first met in the class. I think I did a good job, I gave myself an "above average" grade. At least, I did what she asked me to do. Create attraction, and I could see people laughing at me, when I'm actually doing jokes.

My next speech will be an introductory speech again, but this time is about myself. Miss Shahida warned us not to say something which is so common and general but something special, extraordinary about myself. I squeezing my brain for the last few days, I could not think something special about myself, even my abnormality. But, at last, this evening, during my ride going back to home, I think of something, ya something, which makes me so different from other people.

Hey if you guys want to know what it is, come to MAKMAL BAHASA on Sunday, 4 - 5 pm to get the answer..=P See you there...

I am different because...... XD

I Dreamed A Dream that Bring Me To Life

2011-01-13T00:57:00.000+08:00

"I Dreamed A Dream"

How many dreams will a person make within a year ? Me...I think I had many dreams, uncountable but I hardly can remember any of it.

I seldom took my dream seriously, should I said, I usually don't dream ? Nope, I think I had but I just don't remember the day after. But, two days ago, that was a something I couldn't believe. Why ? This dream was so real, till I woke up immediately from it. SHOCKED !!!

........ (a story)........

I been wondering about it since years ago, but my rationality just can't get me an answer for it. By the time, I figured it out, there must be something else that make me felt my answer was bias and unfair. But, finally I got it through a dream. How true is it ? ^.^ Is that the answer ? Or just GOD wanted to lead me to the road that I should take. But, since I want it so badly, and finally I got it, just it not real enough, but I can still accept it.

I should let off. I should stop being silly. I should stop living in my imaginary world, think everything the way I like. I should return back to the reality. Since, it will not be a fruitful ending, why must I still hoping for it to happen, cheating myself that "there will be a miracle". But, the dream really refresh, wake me up, bringing me back to my life.

"If you can dream it, you can do it"

But does it true ? People said if you keep thinking of "it", sometimes "it" may appear in your dream. I do believe it because one of my friend, he is a ZOMBIE-fan, for no reason, he will always dreamed of that creatures even in whatever situation, as long as the main characters will be him and the zombie(s). LoL. So, will it be possible that I'm thinking too much, and as a result I got it. Perhaps yes, perhaps no...

"Bring Me To Life"

I'm so sorry to start my year, with this post = something that may make you blur and annoy, but really, there is nothing else I want to share except this since there is no one would understand it except my own self. I got no other choice, but to post it out. =)

I should be thankful to dream a dream that bring me back to life.

Bye...Bye...2010, I Miss You ....^.^

2010-12-31T15:30:00.001+08:00

One day to go, 2010 is going to end, it's time to lock 2010 and unlock 2011. Wow...so fast, 365 days had already past. It's time to review back and take a look at my 2010 report card. ^.^

Out of 365 days, how many days do you felt happy & enjoy ?
Vice versa, how many days pula you felt bad & sad ?

65 % of 2010 = Yeah !!! =) *Sunny*
35 % of 2010 = Horrible & Terrible !!! =) *Cloudy*

Read back the things that I wrote throughout the year, my feeling got mix up.
In some part, it make my eyes get teary while the other, make me laugh non-stop for being so silly.
I wonder how many silly things can a person did in life but I did kinda lots this year (2010), more than previous year, but who care ?
But, I'm sure my friends felt better to see my clumsiness rather than looking at me being sad.
Thanks for the advices, supports & accompanying me.
For those who treat me badly, as forgiveness is a choice, I forgive you all la ^.^

COMMIT SUICIDE....

This really came out in my mind a few times, when I was at the dead end.
Will the end of my life cure all the pains ?
If yes, I willing to do it. LoL...wakakakakaka....
I had think of hanging myself on the tree, jump from a tall building and take 20 panadols
and say BYE BYE to the world.
I don't realize how negative-minded I am, till I viewed back the diary.

But, each every time, I realize after I bleh, bleh, bleh out everything, those thinking won't come out anymore.
The moral of the story is don't keep keep, share share with people when it is necessary.
So, 2011 onwards, I won't think of this anymore for the sake of people that love me. Y^.^Y

Die = 0 %

MY SPECIAL DAY...

Pinjam ya Ah Hui, your B'day pic

Honestly, I really still remembered clearly what happened on my 21st B'day. Almost 1 GB memory.
Ha ! Ha ! Ha !
But sadly, months ago, that place sudah demolished for unknown reason. Sob...
Argh..Tok Jembal Food Court .....

My 2010 B'day was peaceful and sweet.
Having dinner together, they sang me a B'day song which really embarrassed me, but do you guys know, even though I covered my face, but I really super duper hyperb happy to hear that.
Special thanks to Pelf, for being a part of that and remembering me.
It's different when you celebrating people BIG DAY, I treated everyone that really remember my B'day as appreciating and acknowledging me to be in their life.

FRIENDSHIP...

Unintentionally, I have added a number of people into my friends list, but at the same time, I knew somebody had also blocked me in their friends list.
I do understand, every homo sapiens is not PERFECT.
I tried to compensate their shortcoming but as I had try my best, I had no regrets.
Life must still goes on, but it's really sad and sometimes I still don't understand.

As a friend............

I tried my best to borrow my hand, leg, brain and everything that I have to help you.
I tried to use my ear and listen to your problems.
I tried to be there with you when problems come and go.
I tried to fall and fly with you.
I don't ask for repay but I hope you can remember me as a friend. ^.^ Can you ?

A friend is someone you can be alone with and have nothing to do and not to able to think of anything to say and be comfortable in the silence

- Shery Condie -

Friends are the flowers in the garden of life,
They help you through times of trouble and strife.

There's nothing like friends to make a heart sing,
True friends will share with you most everything.

They will not abandon you in times of need,
They aren't overcome by envy or greed.

Friends are the icing on life's great big cake,
Real friends will give and allow you to take.

I don't know how I would survive without friends,
They applaud my beginnings and mourn my sad ends.

Tell me, please tell me, what would I do,
if I didn't have a garden full of friends just like YoU..

FAMILY....

Thanks god for allowing me to live in this family.
Being the "pearl" in the house, strictly protected.
Thanks for the care, love and everything but now it's time for me to stand by myself.

Yay, I did it.
I can stand with my own leg.
Felt happy to read and know that I had done so many things that people thought I cannot do before.
Open your eyes wide wide and see more surprises in 2011.

Family = Always and forever 100 %

Independent = 80 % (it's an A)

LOVE......

I love almost everyone in my life....
and YOU (you know who you are)

COMPLAINTS....

I found a lots of complaints in my diary, but behind each of every complaints, there is something......
I can't deny I'm a person who like to complaint this, that and almost everything, but it's really nothing, I complaint today, after some sort of sweet words from you, can settle everything.
If YEW SUN x complaint, be aware, something wrong with him.
But in some cases, it's my style to let go things....

Here are some of my captured memories...

Receiving Christmas gift, from Singapore, thanks Lee Ling

Inside the pool *smiling* =.=

Water Tank's Birthday ^.^

As an extra to *don't know what title horror movie*

As a turtle lover

Lots of love from mangrove forest, I love MANGROVE (uek..., fake like hell)

Stirke a pose for New Year 2010, but this year, we spend our new year at respective hometown, sob...

Prof's B'day and first time got drunk in Terengganu

SEATRU volunteers

as Turtle book distributor

Puppy love

Prom King, Prom Queen, SS Kingsssssssssssss.......

Kaki Lepak...Human in Black

New Year trip at Kuantan

The actual Official Poster of Rapunzel

Argh..I'm holding a Terrapin..Y^.^Y

The day before the mid-term break in FST cafe

La..La..La..La..La.. 2011 going to arrive....

What should I do to welcome 2011 ?

"Sun" "Way"

2010-12-29T18:08:00.001+08:00

Oh god, it's almost 4 a.m. now but I still couldn't shut my eyes, what happened ? Inmsonia ??? Oh no !!! Go go away. Lucky you, I'm now going to finish up the last blog of Davis's Birthday, RELIEF....

Davis =.+ *no more sendiri reka story ya !!! PROMISE*

On the next day, SS group (Davis, 2010) rocks SUNWAY LAGOON....^.^

People mountain, People sea

Oh dear, Sunway Lagoon,

sorry for neglecting you for almost 10 years + +

HERE I COME....

This is map of Sunway Lagoon, so unfortunate, we only able to visit a few spots

( - the other two theme parks)

Before going to the main course, here I served you a few pics (so-called appertizer)that SOMEONE took before we officially entered the lagoon. Such as this one...

This "don't know to smile properly guy" trying to be a "silly" man now. =.=lll

Hey, can you people guess what we first saw when we entered the lagoon ?

MASCOT...(la..la..la..)

Oi Ling, Alen, PC and Vicki welcomed by the Mascot

The rest of the group except Davis (photographer) and Alen (Oi Ling's babe)

But, as we walked into the lagoon, we saw another mascot, but this time, it can move. Ha ! Ha !

Poor "alive" Mascot, pity man, we can't even see it. We too excited until we ended up cover up the whole mascot. However, we can still see 20 % of it.

I'm so damn stupid, ....have to say it here, I thought Sunway Lagoon was all bout water stuff. I don't even think of roller coaster, mini-train, spinning cup, pirate ship and etc. I'm actually shocked when I saw the pirate ship, not because I'm phobia with it, but it is because it is in Sunway Lagoon, my water park.

海盗船

The *before* and *after* pics.

Look excited, but I don't really dare to challenge this pirate ship, NIGHTMARE.

While waiting for the Pirate ship-addicted gang for their second round, we found something interesting which I had try before, Spinning cup *not sure whether it's the correct name*.

Me and my spinning group, Si En, Alen and Oi Ling

After the cup, we went for shoes.....

In the shoes...#.#

After spending almost 2 hours + + in the "dry park", we finally heading to the water park, ya THE WATERY PARK. But, it really disappointing, nothing special. But we did capture some of the beautiful moments we had in the park such as....

The Big Pool..

I sat on him, yes !!!

This was a failure. None of us look good here. OMG !!!

But, at least we did better than the other group.

HORRIBLE !!!!

RM 60 = for a day trip inside lagoon, worth la.

Hey, we are HERE before..^.^

I think our next big trip will be that SABAH & SARAWAK trip.

2010 is going to end soon and forever, let us appreciate every moment we had together as friend, partner, lover and most important, as family...!!!

The Advanced X-mas Night & Merry X-mas

2010-12-24T21:45:00.001+08:00

Since there are so many inspirations in Facebook, I plan not to waste time and continue writing for my another post. Nothing special happened after the party ended, as usual, since only two bathrooms are available for 13 of us, we took turn to bath. As what been planned, we having an advanced X-mas gifts exchange since we will not be together on that day. Oh no !!!! I forgotten the karaoke session.

Alright !! Ok !! Yeah !! karaoke is no more a new activity for us, with the addition of Miss Counselor, Oi Ling, karaoke session must be included in the agenda. We pay a tribute to Teresa Teng by singing some of her hits 70's songs, but we ended up changing her song arrangement. Would like to apologize for the composers and Miss Teresa, hope you don't mind and please don't ever come back to find us.

While singing, we continued with our X-mas gift exchange session, most of us (not all of us) joined it but hehe...before it pun, I already knew most of their secret gift. For examples, Woei Shyan's note book and word pad, CK's *lazy slipper* (am I right ?, I don't care). What so special about this X-mas gift x-change session was when someone received gift from someone else. To respect this person, I decided not to write out his name to avoid further conflict. *peace, ya*

Woei Shyan, CK, Alen, Oi Ling and Peng Chia holding their gifts. Looks kinda excited.

The rest, holding their respective advanced X-mas gift. Hem..hem..why Ling Wei and Si En looking at the other side, what so attracting ?

Oopz..I almost forgot to post the pic of the X-mas gifts, here it is...

Can you guys guess which gift belong to me ?...

=.=lll except for the Cad-bury, the rest are not a SURPRISE to us. LoL

Have you heard the live version of Tell Laura, I Love Her ? Oh god, if you haven't, you miss the "goldest" opportunity, our very own Mr.Handsome, sang it on that night, especially for Davis Chark, the birthday girl. So bad, none of us kept a record of it.

Tell Laura I love her,

Tell Laura I need her.....

Another touching thing that I would like to share here was the "Gifts from Singapore" from our ex-course mate, Lee Ling who now studying in NUS. She sent us each a pen with the initial of our name. So Sweet. #.# I get touched. So, I straight away went to kitchen and cooked something for myself. This is how I express my feeling. Hehe....And here are the gifts....

The recipients and the gifts.

And if you people just want to see the penS...without those recipients, I got prepare another pic for you...

UMT proudly present the PENs...(with note)

Thank you Lee Ling. ^.^

The next thing we did is....

SLEEP la..tomorrow early morning have to wake up go LAGOON.

Good Nite & Merry X-mas...

Enjoy your CHRISTMAS EVE, prepare your sock ya, Santa Claus coming soon...

POTC 4 ??? Twilight ??? Scandal ???

2010-12-22T00:40:00.003+08:00

2011 is around the corner, and Hollywood is working on a number of films to out stand the success of Avatar in previous year. To break the box-office, Rob Marshall, the director of the upcoming sequel of Pirates of the Carribean : At Stranger Tides is looking for new female lead to replace Keira Knightley for the role Elizabeth Swann. After auditioning > 100, 000 candidates in the States, he still can't find his IT girl to suit the role. There is rumours that Rob to offer the role to Zhang Ziyi, who has worked with him in Memoirs of a Geisha in 2005, but she rejected the offer due to hectic schedule. From China, Rob moved to Malaysia, and finally he found his IT girl who he think will bring a fresh look and image for the role of Elizabeth Swann. MALAYSIA BOLEH !!!

*Here is the official poster of Pirates of the Carribeans : On Stranger Tide*

Davis Chark who will play Elizabeth Swann in POTC : On Stranger Tide,

one of the most anticipated movie in 2011.

Everyone is aware with the romance between Vanessa Paradis and Johnny Depp since 2001, but recently some reliable sources claimed that their relationship is ROCKING !!!. Vanessa P. felt uncomfortable between Johnny and Davis, since Rob has added a numbers of intimate scenes between the two lead casts in the following sequel. As compared among the ladies, Davis is much younger and prettier than Vanessa P., and it is acceptable for her to feel vulnerable when Johnny having a close contact with Davis. Will the 'banana ripe for twice' I'm referring to Brangelina and Jennifer Aniston in Mr. and Mrs. Smith, if you guys would like to follow the recent updates, stay tuned.

Here is a picture of Davis Chark wearing gown, screen shot from POTC 4....

After added Taylor Lautner in Twilight, director of Breaking Dawn, Bill Clinnon decided to add another female cast who will fight with Kristen Stewart for the love of Robert Pattisson. And the new cast, is none other than our current IT girl, Davis Chark. Watch out Kristen !!!

The new role given to Davis Chark, is a WITCH from Pluto who is on her way to the Sun but accidentally dragged by Bill Clinnon, the director to make a conflict between Kristen and Robert. How strong is the love between Robert and Kristen ? Wait for the Breaking Dawn in Jan 2011.

After receiving two big roles in Hollywood, the media has now focused on the life of Davis Chark, Each of her move is being monitored by the media. Unfortunately, today, she is caught by Penerbit UMT, one of the most outstanding publisher in Malaysia for having an affair with Dane Cook. Oh no !!! There is a price to pay for being a star. Even you are single, it is still called as affair. Poor Davis...

Davis & Dane Cook on the bed (Aerial view)

SCANDALICIOUS !!!!

Davis's Special Day

2010-12-21T00:21:00.002+08:00

Finally & finally, I got ideas for my upcoming blog. After viewing those two big super HUGE photo folders uploaded by Davis Chark, I got my inspiration to write this blog. I been run out of idea, but hehe..I'm back as a lousy BLOGGER #.#

Every person deserve to have one special day in his/her lifetime, and this month is Davis Chark's turn. She ~~will~~ just celebrated her 21st B'day with a bunch of CrAzY fReN and relatives. Thanks to her birthday party, I got the determination to finish my project before the first half of December. Y.^.^.Y The event had give me a number of "1st", 1st time I took LRT and KTM, this may sound silly for some people but this is the truth, after living for 22 years in Malaysia, this is the first time I seen LRT station. *LoL* =)

*The Journey Begins....*

Back to the story, I arrived in Puchong Tesco on 16th dawn, and waited with Woei Shyan, CK and Peng Chia at an unknown spot before Davis and her sweet mummy came and fetch us. Both mom and daughter, kidnapped us back to their house and we were fed by her dad, who bought us NASI LEMAK and FRIED BEE HOON. After breakfast-ing, we were thrown to the living room and forced to open up our laptop and play games by Davis Chark. After spending an hour in the living room, I started to get tired and sleepy, thus I went up to the room and stole a pillow and blanket, and took a nap. *Zzzzz............* I woke up and went downstairs and saw her mom sweating.....

"Hi, auntie, is there anything I can help, you look so tired ?"

"Yes, what can I do, my eldest daughter is so damn lazy. I ask her to cut the vege, she said she don't know how to hold a knife, then I ask her to help me wash the chicken wings but she said the chicken looks dirty =.= lll, if they are not dirty why am I asking her to wash it"

"Don't be sad, auntie, let me help you cut the veges but for chicken wings, I really got no idea how to wash it"

"Oh thank you so much, you are so kind, the chicken wings I will wash it myself"

"Tok Tok Tok" *footstep*

"Hey mummy, don't complain I didn't do anything ya, see I'm working on some jelly for tonight party. I'm putting the Nata de Coco inside the jelly"

"La..la..la.." after keep her home-made jelly into the fridge, Davis walked out of the kitchen.

"Pssk...I tell you, don't eat her jelly, last time after eating her jelly, auntie and the whole family got a serious headache, stomachache and back pain. You guys better be careful."

"*Crying* Thank you, auntie. If you don't tell me, I memang know how far her kitchen skills are"

!!! CAUTION -Dangerous Stuff-

(Home-made jelly with Nata de Coco from Davis Chark)

After finished with the kitchen stuff with auntie, I walked out to the living room, and I saw Davis Chark was busy-ing typing SMS.

"Hey, what are you doing ?"

"Shut up, get lost"

I sucked up everything for the sake of others. I can sensed something bad is going on.

"Hey, don't keep keep la. Share it please."

"Ish...you are such a buzybody. I'm sending SMS to Vicki....Wei Khang...Sze Hoon...etc.. to ask them what time will they be arriving"

PHOOM !!! PHOOM !!! Lightning * in my mind*

Monologue " More victims"

Although the rest of my friends are coming and will be forced to eat that home-made jelly from Davis, but what can I do, my hand phone battery was running out. I cannot do anything except just share the pain with them. T.T The time keep walking and finally it reached 5 a.m. The victims arrived. First group were Vicki, Emily, Steven Kam and Hui Xin and followed by Si En, Wei Khang and Sze Hoon a.k.a Siti. I felt guilty for them, they still look innocent and happy, and don't ever realize what will happen later on but I do and I can't do anything. If I do tell them, I will be the only one finish up the jelly, and I'm not sure how long will I spend in the hospital, how much I will spend for the medical fees.

Woei Shyan, Phei Yin and Steven still peace-ing to the camera without knowing the consequences

Her ex-sixth former friends and from 5 school mates, from left, Juliet, Zie Wei, Hui Theng and Samantha. Look so happy, the curse is going to begin soon....

CK and Vicki still sempat posing to the camera. Jelly is waiting for you guys....

We arrived already. Yeah Y.^.^.Y
p/s: There is a lesson for this arrival

Everyone has arrived, and it mean the party is getting started soon. As we getting nearer to the end, I suddenly realized that there is not only Davis is the demon in the house, there is another girl who they named it Violet, if you don't trust me, I showed you the proof.

"You guys thought I'm kind, Ha !! Ha !! You're wrong. Eat JELLY faster"

-Hope you don't mind ya, Violet if you read this blog-

The party is getting horrible, terrible and "vegetable" but seems like everyone kinda enjoy it. I don't have choice but just to enjoy as they do. More and more people joining us, and this mean the lesser JELLY we are going to consume later. Should I thanked them or felt pity for them ?

Her auntie and cousins arriving before the party start. Noted, her grandpa was in the group as well. Hi, grandpa. He should happy for still being able to celebrate her granddaughter 21st B'day.

I should stop messing the party with my own plot. Sorry Ling Wei, I'm so bad for making up story. ^.^\ Actually the jelly is really a failed attempt but I'm not sure who tasted but for sure I'm not one of them. It's not because I don't want to have them but I memang X nampak them for the whole night. Maybe it is super tasty and high in demand.

Here are some dishes made by Davis'mom for the party. Pity auntie, been working since morning but she willing to sacrifice it for her little daughter. But, the daughter *sigh* Haha....=D

Fresh brocolli Satay or spaghetti sauce

The night was fun. As usual we captured almost every moments, thanks to our photographer, Vicki Chew and Heng Wei Khang for snapping non-stop. From upstairs till the garden, and every compartment of the house, we did took pictures. *Sigh* if we didn't do that, it isn't Marine Biology gang anymore. But too bad, I don't have chance to snap Jedo, the fat but cute cat, Davis's first love.

I cutting the jelly. ARghh....the JELLY. Haha..stop it.

This guy really don't know how to smile like a human just like Davis Chark don't know how to wear skirt or gown like a girl

All the relatives sudah arrived. Her parents pun sudah came back with satay and karipap (YummY). But, mana tau got Evangeline Lily (Choo Oi Ling) and Matthew Fox (Alen Choy) lost in their way to Ling Wei's house. They were still in Gombak, so we continue with our own activities while waiting for Davis's final two guest.

I wonder what so attractive until both of their eyes so focused into that "unknown things"

As usual, these two clowns will performed some sort of silly actions to entertain us. And if not mistaken, this scene is called as "Long lost lover". You see, both of their eyes, so ewwwww.....LoL ^.^

He is the most handsome / pretty human among us, twelve only. No matter in what angle, he always look elegant, charming and attractive. Don't trust what I said, look at the picture for 10 seconds, and you will understand.

At last, the LOST casts have arrived......

Yeah !!! Oi Ling & Alen with B'day gurl, Davis upon their arrival

"Wear skirt" "Wear skirt" "Wear skirt"

Every guest has requested our birthday Gurl, Davis to wear skirt, but her reason is kinda lame "I don't have skirt". But, at last, without any notice, she informed her guest that she was going to change her outfit (skirt ???) before she cut her birthday cake. But....

This is her so-called skirt but nevermind, still look feminine. ^.^

Can you see her B'day cake, it's a key-shaped cake with fruit (mango, I think) surrounds it.

What a blissful girl #^.^#

Here is their the Chark family....

Jeng...Jeng...Jeng...

Oopzzz...wrong pic, sorry PAISEH, this is 18036 family bukan Chark ya...

Yeah !!! Chark and her family....

The heroin in pink colour shirt is Mrs. Chark, the tallest, quite old guy is Mr.Chark and their three productions, the Chark juniors....

.....and I wishes her....eh..where is my card ya...yaya got it..

10 things I wish you to have in the future:

1) C7 Nokia (you already got it)

2) 500 GB external hard disk (we bought you a 1 TB hard disk)

3) a boyfriend

4) first kiss

5) a husband

6) first night

7) wear skirt

8) wear gown

9) 10 sons

10) 10 daughters

Forgiveness is always a choice....

It is called fate that we all twelve can meet each other, without any one of us, it will not be a complete a set. Although sometimes, we felt uncomfortable with you, his, her or their attitudes, but as human, we cannot runaway from mistakes, so we forgive each other, and make our friendship the strongest.

May god / buddha bless all of us (twelve) always stay together ^.^

Alamak, again hilang satu....... AskinSea...xpe next time we tangkap again.

Acknowledgement : Thanks to Steven Kam for this amazing pic

p.s : this will be my longest blog that I had ever write.

the journey haven't ended yet..to be continued - trip to Sunway ^.^

"Rojak"

2010-12-09T09:32:00.000+08:00

The year is reaching to the end, .....time passes damn quick, we are already in our semester 5, oh nope !! semester 6. That's mean one more semester left. Sob T.T

But, forget about that "coming soon" thing first, and look around the corner, and on this coming 16th, actually having another gathering AGAIN !!! at Ling Wei's house, she is celebrating her 21st BIRTH ANNIVERSARY. Yeay!!

As for this week, it was a busy week, why ? (1) I woke up at 8am everyday, which is unusual, and I don't usually apply in routine unless there is a lecture (2) working from 8am till 8 pm, LoL, yap yap, buZy-ing with my Chaetoceros sp. and some sperm cells from Scylla olivacea. But, it is not as tired as the report, assignment and test, among all these, I rather prefer laboratory work.

My FYP officially finish on this coming 12th December 2010, something that I really don't believe will happen, a month ago. But, since now it no more a hope but reality, never mind, I just accept it.

Argh !!! I got nothing to write. Better stop here. ^.^ That's all from me until this moment.

Dilemma

2010-11-25T15:37:00.000+08:00

It's surprising that something that can be finished within three weeks had been postponed till today. Oh no !!! I haven't started yet. Reason = the algae is not under healthy condition.

Sometimes, I do believe that I'm working with an unpredictable human being. Even though, I heard numerous rumors about how bad this person was before, but I still don't judge him the way others do.

I do believe if without his guidance, my journey will go smoothly but now, everything become a mess. If I am independent & can do my work without caring for his words, I think I'm now already reaching the harvesting stage. But, in reality, nothing happen yet.

"You been doing well, but this really disappointing me"

This sentence keep spinning in my brain for these two days. I started to doubt my ability to do works and making plan. Starting from the first day, I stepped into it, I knew that, there will be no return back. "You have the love, care and interest but there is no passion".

Wow !!! It's really shaking me up. Am I losing my interest to continue with my project ? Am I thinking that my project is a burden ?

Hopefully, I can find back that "me" a.s.a.p. It's really sad that I can't join the rest for the party. But for the sake of all things, I have no choice, I have to stay. Because I love them.

If the algae is blooming within this four days, it will be a good news for me but if it didn't, ......T.T

喜欢不喜欢

2010-10-22T20:32:00.001+08:00

如果喜欢一个人，是什么感觉的呢？

如果被一个人喜欢，又会有什么感觉呢？

如同时被一个你不喜欢的人，喜欢你，自己会有什么感觉呢？

如果喜欢一个根本就不喜欢你的人，又是什么感觉呢？

陶喆，爱根本就不是你唱的那么简单

有很多时候，很多东西都是我们不知道的

Weekends

2010-10-03T22:27:00.001+08:00

Hem..Hem..folks !!!

What do you think is appropriate definition for weekend ?

"Some said it is the end of a week"

[My opinion : Nod Nod]

"Some said it is day where we can take a rest"

[My opinion : Nod Nod]

In my dictionary, weekend mean days that can be use by us for extra-curricular activities and sleep. Why do I say so ? It is because usually these are the kinds of stuffs which I will do during my weekend. Here we go, let's I shared with you some of my weekend activities.

Week 1

A series of activities had been planned before the weekend, but at the end, all of them going to be held on the same day but different time. Supposedly, there was a test [EOP] in the afternoon, a beach clean up programme carried out by TCC in the evening and during the night, my coursemates and I had planned to catch up a chinese orchestra show in Kuala Ibai. But, what can us do ? All of them come together, testing on our time management but at last we did it. We make all these things possible. Yeah !!! (please refer to EOP tone).

After taking EOP test, I had about two hours to rest before proceed with the next activities. I took a nap and take bath before we heading to TCC Mini Museum at Kampung Mangkok, Setiu. We spend almost an hour there, accompanied the kids to a unknown beach site to clear up the rubbish. Together with me was Davis Chark. We leave Kg. Mangkok at 6.30 pm and our next destination will be Terengganu Equastrian Resort (TER) at Kuala Ibai for Chinese Orchestra. On the way back, most of did realized that we haven't took our dinner, but at the same time, we did understand our time was running short, so we just ate some bread and maggi (our popular meal) at the nearby petrol station. After fetching another two coursemates, our "rempit" journey started. The driver, Woei Shyan and Davis Chark had to race to Kuala Ibai within one and a half hour. Jeng ! Jeng ! At last, we were late too. But, we do enjoyed the show especially the finale part where the cute host sang the song, "我的心里只有你没有他"

Week 2

For the last weekend, erm..should I said, I had spent my weekend meaningfully ! Erm..yes, that's right. Hehe !! Angkat bakul lagi +.+ On Thursday, I followed Sze Hoon sampling at Setiu wetland, monitored the growth of her baby Halodule pinifolia.

Thanks to the tide level, we managed to finish at 12.30 pm but unfortunately, the boat only came to fetch us at 2.30 pm. In conclusion, we spent almost two hours at Mat Gendut doing nothing. T.T On that night, we went for "Krabby meal", thanks to Phei Yin, all of us get a chance to eat mud crab, Scylla olivacea. Most of us enjoyed the meal even both Sze Hoon and I cannot consume on those tasty crabs. On the next day, I was asked to help Lubna to breed her pair of African fish and shocked her eggs using electric current. "Be quick", this is what she asked me to do.

Both Lubna and her coursemate were squeezing out eggs from female African catfish.

These are the eggs (black in colour)

Here is the pity male African catfish, being abandoned after the sperm was taken out from him

"Euson, please pray for me, for the eggs to hatch"

This is what Lubna said to me before I leave the hatchery.

Thanks Lubna for asking to help you, cause I get to learn new thing, how to breed African catfish.

KILL THE MALE, TAKE IT SPERMS & SQUEEZE THE FEMALE, TAKE IT EGGS !!!

Looking forward to help you for another attempt. ^.^

After African catfish, I went to Auditorium to give support to my juniors and Dr.Siti for their oral presentation.

Looking at their presentation, gave me a flashback, when I was on the stage presenting my powerpoint. Missing those days when we were buzy-ing with fieldtrip, even though the time was fully occupied but we felt that we did use it wisely.

Week 3

This coming weekend is AMAZING. I will be at Sungai Pulai as volunteer to Save our Seahorse (SOS), a conservation programme. Will be helping them in seahorse tagging. + on, will be celebrating an advanced B'day for She Yong, a friend of mine who now studying in MMU. The weekend will be AMAZING but the coming weekdays after this weekend will be HORRIBLE. (hint = 7 assignments and 2 tests are waiting for me)

Love-Hate Relationship

2010-10-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

I always heard people saying "Love-Hate relationship" but honestly, I don't really understand it until I encountered it recently. For those who having it, please do correct me, if my definition for it is wrong, or I misinterpret the term. LoL. ^.^

How should I start it ? Yap, let me give you an example of it. Sometimes I do feel irritated and annoying when I have to meet this particular person but by the moment I met him, what had expected was different from the real one. What do mean here is, I supposed to get scolded by him but at last, he ended up by giving me compliment. =.= llllll. For some reason, I love to work with him because he is a super hardworking person and his willingness to help but sometimes, he may overdo. Hey guy, I do need freedom to do my things but not work according to your mood.

There were days when I was in a "Happy" mode but suddenly when I received a message and saw him face to face, definitely all will turn into "Moody" mode for unknown reason. It is not that I hate this person, but I just want him to understand my situation before judging on me.

Another thing that causing me to be mad with him is his sincerity. I always doubt on his sincerity when he offered help to me. Am I thinking too much ? Nope. If he needs help from me, he will offered me unlimited things but when I was a liability to him, he will ignored me FOR FUN.

However, I will always respect him if he respect me. He is still a senior to me, his experience and knowledge is much greater than me, but he just have to improve in his social skills, then he will be a better person. One semester to go, WISH ME LUCK !!! ^.^

SHOULD I HATE OR LOVE ?

Ice Kacang Puppy Love

2010-09-20T18:46:00.001+08:00

Have you watched ICE KACANG PUPPY LOVE ? One of the most anticipated Malaysia Production. Just give it a try. And it's really worth watching if you're fans of Angelica Lee and Ah-Niu.

The story is about a couple, "Botak" and "Fighting Fish" whom their love started when the girl treat the boy a bowl of ICE KACANG (refer to the title of the movie). "Botak" is a silent and obedient boy but "Fighting Fish" is someone who is rude and disobedient (towards her mom in the beginning of the story). Their love story isn't the typical one that usually watched in TV. "Love" exist in each other, but the girl seem to confuse either she love the man or not. "Botak" fall the girl since they were young, attempted to confess to the girl but failed. I do feel the script is well written, so BRAVO to the production team.

The story reflects the reality in life. There are people who love each other, but just couldn't say it out. Or they are people who willing to sacrifice for their love one (Fighting Fish's mother and Botak).

Have a watch and you will get what I mean !!!

Something About The Holidays

2010-09-15T16:23:00.003+08:00

Once, I was a McDonald crew, when I was form 4 during the school break. But, recently, I'm back to it (reason is I'm not going back during the Raya break, so better do something rather than just sit at home ^.^). But, what happened is SAD. The crews there are SUPER DIFFERENT. Some are kind (Shi & Shuhada), some are boastful (R****a & R*****t) and some are still unknown to me. But, as a casual crew, I really disappointed with inner side of the company.

There is a manager that like to complain this and that and do nothing, except pointing the finger to here and there. I won't feel sorry for him, if someone tell him about this, because he deserve this VERY MUCH. I'm happy to work there as I'm able to complete my task efficiently and professionally, and sometimes even better than the permanent staff. (and this manager)

SCOLD CREWS FOR "HELL" REASONS

I did realize when you are a junior to others, the senior tend to take advantage on us. This is what happened to me and maybe other casual crews as well. If you asking me to do something, and not calling me "oi" and "ei".

"Oi, pi ambil ais kat belakang"

"Ei, you, pi top-up milo. Milo dah habis."

How would you feel when somebody talk to you in this way ? If I am their parent, I will just give them two slaps, to let them know what is mannerism. I hate "oi" and "ei", even "woi", so next time, please don't call me or sms me that way, respect others if you want others to respect you.

But there are some crews who are nice to me (most of them). Thanks Kak Na, Kak Eyka and Kak Noor for guiding me to wash toilet bowl. floor, sink and others stuff. It helps me to polish my skills in doing house chores. Abang Kamal and Abang Fadz for being such a capable and kind manager. Take care of the staff.

And you (K**s***ri), such a jerk. Please don't be such a lazy bug. Arrange the timetable properly. I'm not a owl, can always open my eyes at night. I been working at 6 pm to 2 am daily since second raya. Wow !!! You're so kind. Kind ? Yap. Coz you don't give me a double shift. That's all for your kindness.

Today is my last day working there. I'm happy for meeting those kind colleagues and definitely will miss them. Miss the time when we worked at drive-thru, having lunch or dinner together, and when we cleaning the kitchen together. For those, who treat me badly, I forgive you here, but I just hope there will be no this kind of attitude when someone new come and join the company in the future.

Not That Easy...

2010-09-12T00:59:00.001+08:00

People seems to have a good imaginary skills. But, do people know, imagination always the opposite of the reality ? Why do I say so ? Because this thing always happen on me.

I tend to plan things and have this kind of mindset "Everything will run according to my plan". But what comes out was different. I have to fix this and twist that to make it success.

I'm having two weeks break now. But, I still can't feel the holiday. Everyday, I still have to worry. Worry for this and that. But, guess what ? This makes me better.

If I was that someone that do not care for anything, the ending will be worse, right ?

Life is not that easy...that's my lesson for today.

Long Time No C

2010-09-07T03:11:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time, I didn't use English to write my blog, and this time I'm back. It's also been a long time I didn't touch my blog page. The reason is I'm too busy with children, Chaetoceros sp., for those who are my coursemates, they will know what I'm trying to say here but for the others, never mind, this is not that important for you all to know it.

In the beginning, I predicted that my project was not able to finish before my RAYA break. But, the truth is I had finished it one week earlier. I was so happy cause I could get back to my hometown to meet my family. I have not been at home since February. I miss my family so much. But unfortunately, I can't get a bus ticket and my parent won't be at home, so I cancelled my plan.

I got a job at McDonald and been working at there for two days. It was a fun experience but if you're doing the same thing daily, uhm...I getting bored now. But, luckily, I got to spend some quality times with my friends tonight. We go for outing and we BUKA PUASA together, and ya !!! they are MUSLIM.

We spent half of our night at the K-Box at Giant. We sang some CHICKY songs. Enjoyed spending time with Aminath Lubna and Davis Chark, singing those high-pitch songs until we losing our voice. After the singing session, we quenched our thirst in McDonald, ya ...the place where I working at.

We had chit-chat there. Sharing our thoughts. Doing gossips. Laughing. Teasing. When we looked at our watch, it was 2.00 am. How time flies.. like usual I will help the crew to clean up. But this time...

I was bringing the tray full with trashes towards the rubbish bin. I was not aware the bin was not there. I straight away poured the rubbish but...

"Hey.."

"Ooppzzz...sorry."

I took the tray and throwing the rubbish into the bins. You know what ? There is a white trash back but I was throwing the rubbish bin instead of the bag. I was trying to help him but honestly, I was making him trouble. Argh...so embarrassed. And he is my colleague..what am I going to do when I meet him later in McD ?

笨蛋

2010-07-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

我是一个大笨蛋

不停的给人骗

。。。

一首送给你的歌

2010-07-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

如果爱情是用来伤害的。。。

誓言是不是用来后悔的。。。

如果朋友是用来出卖的。。。

情人是不是用来背叛的。。。

如果幸福是用来回忆的。。。

回忆是不是用来伤心的。。。

如果生命是用来等待的。。。

等待是不是用来绝望的。。。

好好听哦 !!! ^ 。^

妈妈，生日快乐！！！

2010-07-14T01:14:00.000+08:00

今天我妈妈的生日，差一点忘记了

妈妈！我爱你 ！生日快乐！

Shh。。我妈妈已经是 43 岁咯

哈哈！

情歌王

2010-07-12T14:53:00.000+08:00

情歌王

这首歌已近变了我们海洋生物（3rd Year）的主题曲
因为每一次去唱K 一定不能少了这首歌
希望这首歌能让我们团结
每一次听到这首歌就会记得对方

哈哈！哈哈！哈哈！

# Clap Clap #

（Forever Love-王力宏)

愛你不是因為你的美而已
我越來越愛你
每個眼神觸動我的心

(两个人的烟火-黎明)

最愛你的是我

否則你怎麼讓我
否則我怎麼可能赴湯蹈火
你說什麼都做

（如果。爱-张学友）

如果這就是愛
在轉身就該勇敢留下來
就算受傷就算流淚
都是生命裡溫柔灌溉

（童话-光亮）

我要變成童話裡
你愛的那個天使
張開雙手
變成翅膀守護你
你要相信
相信我們會像童話故事裡

（很爱很爱你-刘若英）

往更多幸福的地方飛去
很愛很愛你只有讓你擁有愛情
我才安心

（我愿意-王菲）

我願意為你我願意為你
我願意為你忘記我姓名
只要你真心拿愛與我回應
我什麼都願意為你

（好想好想-古巨基）

好想好想好想好想
好想好想和你在一起

（明天我要嫁给你啦-周华健）

明天我要嫁給你啦
明天我要(終於)嫁給你啦
要不是你問我
要不是你勸我
要不是適當的時候你讓我心動

（不得不爱-潘玮柏）

天天都需要你愛
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你讓我每天都精彩

(阴天-莫文蔚)

開始總是分分鐘
都妙不可言
誰都以為熱情它永不會減
總之那幾年
感性贏了理性那一面

(飞机场的10:30-陶喆)

baby baby baby baby baby baby
是不是擁有以後就會開始要失去
我給你的越多
你卻要想要躲
愛已無法回答所有的問題

(那么爱你为什么-黄品源莫文蔚)

離開你是傻是對是錯

是看破是軟弱
這結果是愛是恨或者是什麼

(你怎么舍得我难过-黄品源)

最愛你的人是我
你怎麼捨得我難過
對你付出了這麼多
你卻沒有感動過

(爱我别走-张震岳)

愛我別走
如果你說你不愛我
不要聽見你真的說出口
再給我一點溫柔

(让我欢喜让我忧-周华健)

就請你給我多一點點時間
再多一點點問候
不要一切都帶走
就請你給我多一點點空間
再多一點點溫柔
不要讓我如此難受

(原来你什么都不想要-张惠妹)

原來你什麼都不想要
我不要你的承諾
不要你的永遠
只要你真真切切愛我一遍
就算虛榮也好,貪心也好
最怕你把沉默,當做對我的回報
原來你什麼都不想要

(用心良苦-张宇)

你說你想要逃
偏偏注定要落腳
情滅了愛熄了
剩下空心要不要

(祝福-张学友)

傷離別離別雖然在眼前
說再見再見不會太遙遠
若有緣有緣就能期待明天
你和我重逢在燦爛的季節

（吻别-张学友）

我和你吻別在無人的街
讓風癡笑我不能拒絕
我和你吻別在狂亂的夜
我的心等著迎接傷悲

（把悲伤留给自己-陈升）

能不能讓我陪著你走
既然你說留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
擔心讓你一個人走

(征服-那英）

就這樣被你征服切斷了所有退路
我的心情是堅固我的決定是糊塗

(听海-张惠妹)

聽海哭的聲音歎惜著誰又被傷了心

(味道-辛晓琪)

和身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡煙草味道
記憶中曾被愛的味道

(我怀念的-孙燕姿)

我懷念的是無話不說
我懷念的是一起作夢
我懷念的是爭吵以後
還是想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日
也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空
最緊的右手
最暖的胸口

(领悟-辛晓琪)

啊!多麼痛的領悟
你曾是我的全部
只願你掙脫情的枷鎖
愛的束縛任意追逐
別再為愛受苦

（月亮惹的祸-张宇）

都是你的錯在你的眼中
總是藏著讓人又愛又憐的朦朧
都是你的錯你的癡情夢
像一個魔咒
被你愛過還能為誰蠢動

（我们的爱-F.I.R）

我們的愛
過了就不再回來
直到現在
我還默默的等待
我們的愛
我明白
已變成你的負擔
只是永遠
我都放不開
最後的溫暖

（你把我灌醉 黄大炜）

你把我灌醉你讓我流淚
扛下了所有罪我拚命挽回
你把我灌醉你讓我心碎愛得收不回

（眼泪 范晓萱）

oh 眼淚............
眼淚都是我的體會
成長的滋味
oh 眼淚............
忍住眼淚不讓你看見
我在改變
孤單的感覺......
你從不曾發現
我笑中還有淚......

（情非得已庾澄庆）

只怕我自己會愛上你
不敢讓自己靠的太近
怕我沒什麼能夠給你
愛你也需要很大的勇氣

（你是如此难以忘记梁朝伟)

你是如此的難以忘記
浮浮沉沉的在我心裡
改變自己需要多少勇氣
翻騰的心情該如何平息

(心太软 任贤齐)

你總是心太軟心太軟
把所有問題都自己扛
相愛總是簡單相處太難
不是你的就別再勉強

(Forever Love-王力宏）

forever love forever love
我只想用我這一輩子去愛你
從今以後,
你會是所有
幸福的理由
forever love
forever love
forever love

回来的我

2010-07-07T15:56:00.000+08:00

今天的心情特别好，所以就决定了清理我的 so-called 干净的房间

很不小心的就找回了一些 ”记忆”

有好的，又有不好的，有开心的，又有不开心的

还记得以前的那个傻傻的 “我”

什么都不懂，什么都不会，什么事情都要紧张一场

哈哈。。但是现在什么都会觉得 “随便” 是最好的

那是好事？还是坏事？

变了是好事吗？。如果变了比以前聪明了

什么都懂了，什么都会做了

但是以前那些感觉就消失了

是时间回来了，回到我的原点，那个不会想太多的“我”

现在会不会跟以前一样呢？

等

2010-07-05T02:50:00.000+08:00

有一位朋友说 “当每一发生是神给我们的一堂课”

自己很努力的去做好但是出来的结果不是很领人满意

比自己之前想象中难很多，复杂

这个“发生” 是一堂课吗？

跌倒了最重要是懂得怎样站起来

今天我终于做了第一步，从新开始学习

不断的看，听，问，写所有自己不懂的东西

但是我还有一堂课是我无法跟上的。。。

你知道我一直在等你吗？

等待奇迹发生？